A few hours ago i was at 8.
Right now i feel numb and dull.
emotionally, psychologically, and physically in pain.
Sometimes i wonder if these three have a domino effect on each other.
When someone makes me feel bad, it wreaks havoc in my head, my body then starts flaring up.
It hurt so bad, no pain med helped, I couldn’t sleep all night, i just have to (what’s the word) toughen up and survive the storm and hope that i make it alive.