you're not wasting anyones time. Who do you think would hate you? I don't see why people would hate you, I for one certainately don't. It's a good thing that you survive and deep down there must be something that you like on this earth, even the small things that we all take for granted, that raise a smile to our face. What makes you happy? What makes you hold on and not attempt to take your life? Grip on to the things you like and don't let go. :hug: