I am finding really hard to cope with the bullying i get for being overweight. i find myself cutting everynight i cant live without it. last night i nearly died. and the scars havent stopped stinging since. no1 really understands me and im too scared to do anything. i have thought about suicide for so many years but now i realise i dont wanna die just yet. im scared in case the bullies have pushed me to it tho. theyve caused me to cut my self, try drowning my self, starve myself. i dunno whats next. they have messed up my life. please help