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@toomuchreality - I just wanted to say, I really admire your courage with calling a crisis line, there’s been lotsa times, especially this year, that I have thought about calling one and saying how a part of me kinda hopes I’m gone within a year or 2 because of all the things I feel so deeply afraid of, but I always end up chickening out with it.

I’m sorry the fact that it’s recorded makes it harder for you to say what’s troubling you, that definitely sounds hard. I wouldn’t necessarily be that worried if they decided to call the police on me overall, I mean if a cop showed up at my door cos of what I said to them, it might overwhelm me a bit “at first” but after that, I would just be honest about it all. But ya the small town thing and the gossip would make that harder too for sure. I hope things will get better soon :) * hugs * (if you want them, and if not then warm assurances of wishing the best for you) :);)
Thank you for the message and hugs and understanding. Yes, if the police showed up I guess I could explain it. It's just that the police have been called enough here, and the landlord wants me out because of it. Nothing I did wrong except call police about my sons threats. *hug back at you!
 

JMG

Pink Sponge summer horse 💖🧽🌞🐴
Thank you for the message and hugs and understanding. Yes, if the police showed up I guess I could explain it. It's just that the police have been called enough here, and the landlord wants me out because of it. Nothing I did wrong except call police about my sons threats. *hug back at you!
You’re welcome for the message, and thank you for replying back too (definitely not always a “given” with people in general I mean lol). Ok about the police being there enough already and the landlord wanting you out because of it, that doesn’t seem right. I hope they will be more understanding about things. Ya exactly that you did nothing wrong by calling and being concerned about your son.

Thank you for the hugs back, very kind of you :) *hug

(Kinda wishing I hadn’t said anything about being sick in that other post now but whatever lol, I will just wish it to myself then, sad as that is. I hope I get well soon and feel better soon!) :)
 
You’re welcome for the message, and thank you for replying back too (definitely not always a “given” with people in general I mean lol). Ok about the police being there enough already and the landlord wanting you out because of it, that doesn’t seem right. I hope they will be more understanding about things. Ya exactly that you did nothing wrong by calling and being concerned about your son.

Thank you for the hugs back, very kind of you :)*hug

(Kinda wishing I hadn’t said anything about being sick in that other post now but whatever lol, I will just wish it to myself then, sad as that is. I hope I get well soon and feel better soon!) :)
dont be sorry, I've got so much going on that I cant always read clearly and post clearly. I do hope you'll feel better as it sounds like you are very down.
 

JMG

Pink Sponge summer horse 💖🧽🌞🐴
dont be sorry, I've got so much going on that I cant always read clearly and post clearly. I do hope you'll feel better as it sounds like you are very down.
Thank you toomuchreality, I appreciate that you care. Yup, pretty down right now, guess I’m just not feeling very cared about overall so that doesn’t feel very good. You’ve helped me feel more cared about though for sure. :) I’m always pretty down when I’m sick and I’m guessing many/most others are too. It sucks a lot, especially since I try really hard to be cautious and not catch anything.
 

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
Day 7 of sinus and ear infections.

and damn, I've gone through 3 1/2 boxes of Puffs and now am dangerously about to be out of Puffs altogether!

and my Amazon order for Puffs has been delayed until the 30th, woe is me!
i am very sorry that you are going through this. when i was young i was prone to sinus infections, one year i had an abcess in both ears that were excrutiating pain. pain was so bad i asked my parents to do christmas another day and went to bed without opening gifts. my sinus infections were bad but one day in my mid 30s they just stopped. i hope someday yours will stop as well.

mike.....*hug*shake
 

Baywasp

I know the world turns and it will turn on me
SF Supporter
They're raising my rent by like $120. I did originally get $100 off the listing price for rent to match the rate for another place I had been trying to get with them but didn't confirm in time, so maybe it's mostly because of that, but that's a pretty big increase all at once. My old landlord never raised the rent at all. I'm also annoyed about having to make the decision whether or not to renew soon, even though my lease runs until July.
 
I hate how I have to live with the fact that I've hurt people in the past. Why couldn't I be born a sociopath? Why are the only options in this world to "Delete Save" or the "Persist in the doomed world" ending for fixing things in life? The few times I try to fix things it always just lingers. And people wonder why others kill themselves, because not one has figured out a way for humans to truly just make everything okay again.
 

Gonz

₲‹›Ŋʑ
What the fuck is wrong with people? I have never in my life seen someone hobbling around on a cane and thought “Ooh, I’ll start a fight with them!” But apparently that’s how some minds work. People are fucking gross.

And if you’re going to start a fight with me, at least do me the courtesy of letting me finish cussing you out. I deserve the satisfaction. Besides, you already look like enough of a pussy for starting shit with a cripple in the first place, running away from one when you realize he’s not a pushover is pathetic.
 

Windhover

meandering home
SF Supporter
I’m good, just all keyed up now. Back in the old days it might have headed in that direction, but they left before that.

What I’m realizing, which I don’t like, is that just walking away isn’t much of an option anymore. I mean that very literally.
That's good they left you be. [Insert swear words here to describe certain features of theirs.]

I guess this is true in a lot of areas in the US and most of the rest of the world. Broad daylight is likely safer than dusk or night time, but depends on the area.

'Hope you can regain calm and a sense of safety.
 

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