Since i got sick a while back i noticed a gradual decline in my health a bit. Some symptoms are ones i am used to, but some are new. i saw my doctor on Friday and there's several tests she wants to do, which is slowly hitting me these are going to be insanely expensive so ihope my insurance really helps 😔(But hey, on the upside i finally get to start T (HRT) and take the first physical steps into transitioning which i am so stoked for ☺)
Since discussing things and concerns with my doctor i asked for some healthy diet plans to follow, in hopes it may help improve things. i have been trying to be more mindful with what i eat, portion control, and avoid certain foods that cause me discomfort. Today my mom and sister got pissed off at me because i turned down Chinese food. i told them they could go get it for themselves but i wasn't feeling good at all. i had woke around 10:30ish AM and after making myself a healthy breakfast (kind of took a while because i was helping my sister do hers and moms) i was pretty exhausted. So i had pretty much "passed out" (my way of saying i fell asleep very suddenly and unexpectedly against my will 😅). But from then on i just slept to around 3 something only to wake briefly and fall back to sleep and my sister came to wake me around 4 something to ask if i wanted Chinese. She got upset because i said i would just fix a salad for myself so she told mom i didn't want Chinese and mom decided not to get any. So then both were upset at me. 😑 seriously, i don't have to eat what they eat so i sent mom a text as i didn't feel up to getting out of bed just to tell her that. Plus, she's the one who always texts me from even the same room to ask me a question herself. 🙄 she ignored me though, of course. After a little while i got up and went to tell her they could go get their food. i just wanted to stick to a healthier diet, i wasn't feeling great, and i didn't feel like tagging along either. All mom could do was just say "well why don't you feel good today, huh?" i already explained to her after my appointment everything i have been dealing with, because she will have to take me to the appointments. She's annoyed by that and made it clear she just doesn't care still.