My mom has been offering to buy me a laptop for a month or two now.
I know i should be grateful but i dont need it, nor has it ever crossed my mind to want or need one because i simply don’t need it and i’m good with what i already have.
I’m not really am one to yearn for material things, i’m not one to get jealous over what other material things other people have, so when people offer or tell me that i “need” this and that — that kind of makes me feel burdensome.
I feel i’m going to be in debt towards them and i dont want that.
And i know there are other people involved and since they’re acting nice all of the sudden i sense there’s a catch to it and it makes me nervous for my life.
I feel like it’s a trap.
I know i should be grateful but i dont need it, nor has it ever crossed my mind to want or need one because i simply don’t need it and i’m good with what i already have.
I’m not really am one to yearn for material things, i’m not one to get jealous over what other material things other people have, so when people offer or tell me that i “need” this and that — that kind of makes me feel burdensome.
I feel i’m going to be in debt towards them and i dont want that.
And i know there are other people involved and since they’re acting nice all of the sudden i sense there’s a catch to it and it makes me nervous for my life.
I feel like it’s a trap.
