I dont know if I just reached a breaking point or if it is just meds adjusting or what....but I feel so fucking done with everything.
Mom apparently already used her pay check this week for groceries (yes they were needed, but she was going to make me give her my pin for my ebt card after I told her already I was suddenly cut off again), and now she's planning on taking my sister out for the day and probably blow more money, and she just took off to go to some tractor pull show with her friend) so yeah, sure, ignore the fact you owe me 222$ ignore the fact that I need that money.
And apparently my sister thinks that it is all my fault mom stole my money and she acts as if I dont deserve to get MY money back.
I need it to buy things to repair stuff at home so I can go back home. I am tired of being here.
Everyone makes me feel like I dont deserve anything. Like I don't have needs that need to be met, because I am not worth it,or I just dont deserve anything. Everyone else is always going to be more important to me and I dont matter