I believe in God - I believe He's sorry He made me and is trying to forget that He did. His intentions? To make me sorry I was ever born. He is succeeding very well.
I remember feeling this way a lot of times in my life as well. I felt and sometimes feel that not only God is sorry He made me, but that He hates me too.
But it's not true. If God was sorry He created us, He would not have sent His Son to die on the cross for us. If He hated us, He would not give us the oppurtunity to have Everlasting Life through Jesus Christ.
God loves you, and is not saddened that He made you, but is saddened by seeing the suffering you are going through. He wants to be there for you and help you get through your sadness and pain. He loves you more than anyone else ever does. Jesus' arms are wide open, and He wants you to enjoy happiness and peace which will not end if you come to Him.
Cristo Vive!
- Tomasz