Hi, Here i am again. wait dont leave. its funny how fucked you get after being drained and un able to cope. I am honest I love layla but recently i feel like i cant cope. im stressing if i am loosing myself due to my repeat attacks by my dad.
he goes to the police station but gets let out the police arent helping and every time my dad gets let out he rapes me. i have bad tummy pains and due to i been calling police i am worried hes raped and made me pregnant. am i such a bitch
cries. I feel so alone that my head cannot cope it is stressed im not eating well my eating disorder is struggling and i am falling apart i want to be alone and to die i really do i cant take this shit anymore no one cares about me and their proving how useless and fucking worthless i am by being on this planet when no one wants me here let me die
he blames me for his actions he blames me for reporting him he has made sure im up to nothing he is really starting to scare me. i am currently with pins in my leg due to me <mod edit - method> and i am not able to carry myself and to do everything, he comes inside and abuses me. I cant sleep at night as I am in pain i feel isolated i have no friends i have no family my mums in hospital so i am alone i have my dad but he attacks me, why does no one want to help me :9 I am so alone. I feel like i am slowly giving up because i dont seem to be happy i dont seem to care if i die i dont care when i injure myself if i die from it as i am so done with everything, done with reaching out from the abuse and getting treated like shit done with people saying im at fault for not defending myself and done with not dying when i want to die.
he goes to the police station but gets let out the police arent helping and every time my dad gets let out he rapes me. i have bad tummy pains and due to i been calling police i am worried hes raped and made me pregnant. am i such a bitch
cries. I feel so alone that my head cannot cope it is stressed im not eating well my eating disorder is struggling and i am falling apart i want to be alone and to die i really do i cant take this shit anymore no one cares about me and their proving how useless and fucking worthless i am by being on this planet when no one wants me here let me diehe blames me for his actions he blames me for reporting him he has made sure im up to nothing he is really starting to scare me. i am currently with pins in my leg due to me <mod edit - method> and i am not able to carry myself and to do everything, he comes inside and abuses me. I cant sleep at night as I am in pain i feel isolated i have no friends i have no family my mums in hospital so i am alone i have my dad but he attacks me, why does no one want to help me :9 I am so alone. I feel like i am slowly giving up because i dont seem to be happy i dont seem to care if i die i dont care when i injure myself if i die from it as i am so done with everything, done with reaching out from the abuse and getting treated like shit done with people saying im at fault for not defending myself and done with not dying when i want to die.
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