Rmembering you..

[IV2010]

It's almost the 2 year mark of the day my precious son took his own life .
It feels like yesterday and seems like forever!

I don't know how or why I'm still here.
I don't want to be!
I shouldn't be!

I love and remember and miss you always my wonderful *Son*
you were kind, caring, sensitive, forgiving, honest and generous to a fault, loving and clever.

You were lent to me for a short time but touched my heart forever!
R.I.P.

 

[IntoTheWoods]

I am so sorry you lost your son, it must be the hardest thing in life for a mum. But I hope he found the peace he sought.

Thinking of you.

 

[Speedy]

I hope you have lots of support around you when the day arrives... So sorry you lost your wonderful son.. RIP..Thinking of you, and please be good to yourself. ((Hugs))

 

[1Lefty]

I am so sorry for your loss.

But how brave and appropriate you honor his memory here.

Thank you, you'll be in my thoughts and prayers this season.

 

[total eclipse]

Hugs to you IV you keep his memory alive hun i too hope you have lots of support around you these days

 

[IV2010]

thank you all ..

No support!
Just me and my health worker.

 

[MoAnamCara]

:hug:'s and you have us here for support, too.

I am glad you are here and I'm pretty sure your son is too. He is with you every day, never doubt that.

 

[IV2010]

Huh! and now the health worker has canceled!
FML!!

 

[total eclipse]

sheeeeeeessssss that is terrible hun is there no replacement for this health worker anyone that can step in and help you through this They must realize how fragile a time this is how can they just cancel god i hate when that happens Make sure you stay here hun and use a crisis line if needed okay h ugs

 

[IV2010]

today is the day..28th.
2 horrible, excruciatingly painful years!

my health worker turned up at lunch time and it's helped me immensely..
days not over yet but I think I may just get through it.
I was all ready to depart too!
thanks for all your support here.. s*

 

[total eclipse]

Hun i am so happy your health worker showed up and got you through some of the day i am glad to see you posting to hun Hugs to you