I am miserable here. I suck at making friends but thats ok because they will stab me in the back anyway. Before I go I will treat every girl i meet like a worthless whore because they deserve it in advance for making me a doormat. I don't know when i will go for sure but i'm at the point where i'm not even crying anymore. i don't care about anything. I am way to nice to people to go through this. So fuck them. 'wahhh don't kill yourself or i will be sad for a few days but i'm a selfish human and want you to live because i only care about my own feelings.
Finally i might get replies unlike my other posts. No one gives a shit about what I feel until I threaten killing myself because hey its not their problem. And helping someone pull out of suicide will boost their suicide counseling ego. So don't deny it you know thats why.
Finally i might get replies unlike my other posts. No one gives a shit about what I feel until I threaten killing myself because hey its not their problem. And helping someone pull out of suicide will boost their suicide counseling ego. So don't deny it you know thats why.