Every day I dread going home. My house is way too crowded, my landlord keeps moving people in. No one will let my dog out, and because I work two jobs she peed in the house. My roommate said she'd do it if I paid her. I can't afford it. I have bills going to collection. EZ pass fines me again. Everyone tells me "just work hard it will work out." I've been working hard since I was 12, I've had a job on the books as long as I could legally. It doesn't matter. I'm still too poor to find another place to live. I'm too poor to utilize my high premium and high deductible insurance. My parents, my sister, and my dog are all that keeps me here. I don't know how much is left in me but it doesn't feel like much.
I should be grateful I have anything at all and anyone who cares about me. I have no one to split costs with and even a craphole any where near work is outside of my price range. I'm stuck in a terrible situation and no matter how.much I work, or how hard I try it just doesn't matter. Nothing I do or have done has ever mattered. I can't even keep my room clean, I cant even take care of myself. I haven't bathed in days. I just want this to end
I should be grateful I have anything at all and anyone who cares about me. I have no one to split costs with and even a craphole any where near work is outside of my price range. I'm stuck in a terrible situation and no matter how.much I work, or how hard I try it just doesn't matter. Nothing I do or have done has ever mattered. I can't even keep my room clean, I cant even take care of myself. I haven't bathed in days. I just want this to end