Somehow everyone is always busy when I really need someone most. I try calling my family or texting my friends but I never get any replies until hours later. It feels like some cruel joke in my life to always feel alone. My partner just now saw me crying and walked away (he prefers being completely alone like a hermit, he doesn't even talk to his family, and I have no idea why he even married me but it really sucks - especially in situations like this). All I've been doing for the past few hours is figuring out how to kill myself. My mum is the only thing in the world stopping me from doing it but lately the depression is too much and it doesn't feel like enough to keep going. Feel free to read my other threads if you want more details on my life situation. I really need someone to talk to and some hugs. Thank you in advance.
(Just want to add, I have major anxiety about talking via PM due to a past trauma, but I'll be more than happy to talk on this thread <3 )
(Just want to add, I have major anxiety about talking via PM due to a past trauma, but I'll be more than happy to talk on this thread <3 )