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status update (No advice needed) (it didn't lemme fit it all in status)

neutralbuoyancy

stuck in place yet again
#1
status update- me n my fucking big mouth with some sort of disorder that i literally makes me say something out loud when im thinking not to say it caused yet an argument at a sore spot it made me think. I tried really hard to share my suicidal thoughts with my siblings it took 18-30 of internal say it you have to say it nows and i realize i say the words over and over again in my head but when i want to say it out loud there is no absolute sound coming out but when i worked up to it and ssid i realized some thing i hate.
i am still too scared to leave the people being that i want to protect and I am way too scared to live on knowing these feelings are ripping me apart
 

1964dodge

Has a frog in the family
Forum Pro
SF Supporter
#2
status update- me n my fucking big mouth with some sort of disorder that i literally makes me say something out loud when im thinking not to say it caused yet an argument at a sore spot it made me think. I tried really hard to share my suicidal thoughts with my siblings it took 18-30 of internal say it you have to say it nows and i realize i say the words over and over again in my head but when i want to say it out loud there is no absolute sound coming out but when i worked up to it and ssid i realized some thing i hate.
i am still too scared to leave the people being that i want to protect and I am way too scared to live on knowing these feelings are ripping me apart
*console*sadhug*shake
 

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