status update- me n my fucking big mouth with some sort of disorder that i literally makes me say something out loud when im thinking not to say it caused yet an argument at a sore spot it made me think. I tried really hard to share my suicidal thoughts with my siblings it took 18-30 of internal say it you have to say it nows and i realize i say the words over and over again in my head but when i want to say it out loud there is no absolute sound coming out but when i worked up to it and ssid i realized some thing i hate.
i am still too scared to leave the people being that i want to protect and I am way too scared to live on knowing these feelings are ripping me apart
i am still too scared to leave the people being that i want to protect and I am way too scared to live on knowing these feelings are ripping me apart
