no advice needed

I recently wrote how I was craving suicide and only thing stopping me was my dog. Welp tbh I feel bad wasting a thread since It didn't let me edit the other one. I'm kinda here to just break it down. Since I do not intend to ask for help or advice, its just to put it out there that's about it...

rather than being, depressed and suicidal. I just just crave suicide like almost taste it in my mouth. Its the same feeling of drooling after you imagine your favorite food. Like I almost feel a knife in my hands and going you know. like a imaginary knife. sighs the only thing stopping me is my dog.

Here I am, Once again, Back to Depression, I'm the one, Who doesn't want to let go. All the fine lines, I walk in between, Family, Health, Stress, And anxiety, I Do NoT Care, No Goals, No Dreams, Will truly matter, Because there is no point, Let us all, Walk Our Different ways, Even if this...

status update- me n my fucking big mouth with some sort of disorder that i literally makes me say something out loud when im thinking not to say it caused yet an argument at a sore spot it made me think. I tried really hard to share my suicidal thoughts with my siblings it took 18-30 of internal...