Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[I_waste_everything]

No, BUT I am seeþing in anger and frustration þæt I am obligated to stay. And þæt I have for as long as I have.

 

[Rhidia]

I have no reason but family to stay.

 

[JanisSPK]

Yes, I'm tired I gave everything even the ammo. All I got in return is the shrapnel.

I’m sad so to hear this. You are such a dear person even though I know it doesn’t help much or for long to hear it. I’m rooting for you RTN🕊️🙏🏽

 

[JanisSPK]

I have no reason but family to stay.

I don’t know you but I relate and I believe for you there is more. And for now having family is enough and it weighs in as”good” on the scale. Hang in there 🕊️

 

[I_waste_everything]

I have no reason but family to stay.

Same here

 

[DarkNightshade]

7 tonight. Tired.

 

[Road to Nowhere]

I’m sad so to hear this. You are such a dear person even though I know it doesn’t help much or for long to hear it. I’m rooting for you RTN🕊️🙏🏽

I wanted to say Thank you @JanisSPK for you and everyone's support.

 

[AvidFan]

Unfortunately it's almost constant ideation and wanting to. I promise not to, at least not today. But I feel like it a lot.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Yep.

 

[ChimeraMonster]

When am I not? It's hard living, it's harder living poor , it's even harder being poor and a woman, and Its not even the beginning.

 

[AmberMarie]

Yes. Everything has escalated in this house tonight. And i am tired of fighting tonight. i trully wish that i could cease to exist. There are sooo many who would benefit.

 

[JanisSPK]

I wanted to say Thank you @JanisSPK for you and everyone's support.

You are welcome🙏🏽

 

[JanisSPK]

Yes. Everything has escalated in this house tonight. And i am tired of fighting tonight. i trully wish that i could cease to exist. There are sooo many who would benefit.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[Rhidia]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

Thank you, it helps. Also, bad night again. Felt like I was trying to push through a plastic sheet to get rest, so weird and unpleasant. Want it all to stop.

 

[Windhover]

@AmberMarie I'm sorry. I respect your response to how things are going; I have had the same or very similar feelings. It is also true that suicide hurts so many around after the death, and can continue to tear and damage the people in the family. (h) to you if it helps.

 

[Rhidia]

It just hurts too much. I want out and away from it all.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I want out so very badly. I have my method near me. I just wish I had the nerve to use it. Maybe someday.

 

[I_waste_everything]

I want out so very badly. I have my method near me. I just wish I had the nerve to use it. Maybe someday.

You've lived years I haven't, and I know you're in physical pain. I won't try to police you. But I do reinforce my bid: we like having you here and reading from you, so may non-lethal, non-injurious, and mayhap miraculous, relief and good-feeling please come to you while you're here; and let you find rest, long, and for long, before you must rest. .

 

[I_waste_everything]

It just hurts too much. I want out and away from it all.

I wish I knew what to say, as a stranger on þe internet, to heal you.

We're here for you. If possible, let mi take a piece of your pain off your chest.