Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[LumberJack]

I’m hurting, but I believe it will pass and I’ll feel better again. Until then I’m wishing that an accident or violence or a sudden terminal illness would take the issue out of my hands.

 

[DarkNightshade]

A little, despite feeling a bit better these days. The heat might be getting to me. I am alone in a world that doesn't need me.

 

[Rhidia]

I don’t have a response to the question of an easy choice, but I think I understand what you’re saying. Do you have a safety plan? One of the questions in the general safety plan is to list the reasons why you’re still here, since you are still alive at this moment. I hope this doesn’t go against the rules for me to say that I think that staying alive is not an easy decision either.

I have one reason to stay here, that's I could never hurt my family like that. I've seen what loosing a loved one does to people. I don't want to be here because everything I might have once thought of as a reason to stay? I have pretty much lost along the way as a result of severe mental health issues, life biting down hard and the working world shoving me so far out of sight, after over two decades of trying, I got Signed Off because they knew just how serious I was when I said I was Suicidal after I just couldn't take it any more. I still can't.

Oh, for funsies? I've just heard from the Jobcentre, here in the UK, that they would like me to go in for a "Chat" about what they can do to help and next steps. I've had a practicing psychiatrist, a retired one who did 50 years in the job, GP's and mental health staff at mental health specialist facilities say I am not fit for work, but apparently none of that matters. I say this because "Next step" with the Jobcentre is always to get you back into work. Anyone who believes otherwise just isn't paying attention.

I've actually felt less like getting off this world for a bit, less shaky and so down it felt like there was no way back up. Now it's all coming back.

 

[Windhover]

Not actively.

 

[1964dodge]

Not actively.

 

[1964dodge]

the grim reaper keeps poking around the corner but if he wants me he has to do his job, i won't do it for him lol

mike

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you!

you're welome

mike...

 

[PurpleWolf08]

Struggling a lot lately. Feeling like maybe there's just no point anymore.

 

[Road to Nowhere]

I have been thinking about checking out for a while now.

 

[AvidFan]

I am thinking about it a lot more than I would like. When life has become pain, fear and fear, pain and whatever you do to fight and survive backfires, part of me says, why not? I'd not let an animal suffer like this, why would I keep allowing myself to suffer like this?

 

[DarkNightshade]

Today bad memories resurfaced. They remind me that I'm broken. They make me want to disappear.

 

[Rhidia]

I have been through horrors and pain like I wish I didn't know with my mental health. I know others who have been through worse. I am barely functional day to day.

I want out.

 

[1964dodge]

I have been through horrors and pain like I wish I didn't know with my mental health. I know others who have been through worse. I am barely functional day to day.

I want out.

i hope things get better soon, please hold on

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i am not suicidal,i want to wait until god calls me home. i have been having more thoughts lately though

mike

 

[KM76710]

i am not suicidal,i want to wait until god calls me home. i have been having more thoughts lately though

mike

I understand that completely, I am in the same lot as yourself and others. Hopefully things will improve for all of us which is a lot to expect from the world.

 

[DarkNightshade]

I don't really see the point in living anymore. Looking back, was it really worth it to seek help and survive these 8 years? Will it be worth it to go on? No ones knows - not me, not you. The dilemma makes no sense of course, but it feels like it does.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Hell, yes.

 

[Rhidia]

Life never gets better, does it? You just go on and it's another day.

Want out.

 

[1964dodge]

yes

mike

 

[1Lefty]

yes

mike

peace