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Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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Yes, but fornow it's small-proportion stray vapor in a cloud þat mostly consists of sheer guilt and confusion as I neb for first time in "long", continuums and is-but-isn't's of worldsoþs, stows, and beings important and unique to my continuum and which I long to be back wiþ; wiþ þe rest of said cloud built by want for an external force to make the choice for mi.
no. I'm working with allowing myself to feel these icky things called feelings. Surprisingly, I'm not instantly overwhelmed as I had feared I would be. Also adjusting my attitude when driving. Normally I have all the patience of a squirrel that accidentally ate a stray shard of meth, which means sitting at a red light for more than 45 seconds feels like the end of the world. Stuck behind someone driving slow af (about 75% of the posted speed limit), and there's only one lane of traffic is something that actually raises my blood pressure enough to make a doctor ask me what's going on.
When I can remember, I acknowledge that I have an opportunity to work with my impatience. Lately I've been getting to places in a lot less stress than normal. So allowing my painful or just uncomfortable feelings is actually better than "fighting them," as in I must cut them out and bury them deep underground. They are not demons; they are just unmet needs of my past selves. Not saying this is easy, nor is it without downs along with the ups. Today I feel like I am not dreading tomorrow, so I'm taking the W while I can.
When I can remember, I acknowledge that I have an opportunity to work with my impatience. Lately I've been getting to places in a lot less stress than normal. So allowing my painful or just uncomfortable feelings is actually better than "fighting them," as in I must cut them out and bury them deep underground. They are not demons; they are just unmet needs of my past selves. Not saying this is easy, nor is it without downs along with the ups. Today I feel like I am not dreading tomorrow, so I'm taking the W while I can.
Hi everyone. Hopefully everyone is doing the best they cause you succeed in life as long as you try. Unfortunately I was to late on trying my best. I lost everything right as everything was coming together then just lost everything. I know for a fact everyone else will succeed. Everyone here are strong cause you are still here. Dont give up like I did. Everyone here deserves another chance at living a happy loving life. I really miss them feelings and everyone here can have that. Everyone here and anywhere can do it. I have faith in them. Here is a hug who ever wants 1. 
*grouphug
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