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Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

sweetpea0

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#82
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Today is a very bad day for me. The thoughts are so strong. I have the means to kill myself. I just don't know. I will try to hold on till tomorrow.
 
#84
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

I have had the feeling many times over the years. This week has been especially hard. I don't know how I'm making it through the day, I don't have anyone to call or speak to right now.

I don't want to break down today. I thought about taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills, but just took one, it hasn't kicked in or worked right now.
 
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Petal

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#86
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

I have had the feeling many times over the years. This week has been especially hard. I don't know how I'm making it through the day, I don't have anyone to call or speak to right now.

I don't want to break down today. I thought about taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills, but just took one, it hasn't kicked in or worked right now.
welcome to the forums Istril!

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I hope we can help :hug:
 
#87
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

welcome to the forums Istril!

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I hope we can help :hug:
Thank you :). Already I feel a little better, mornings are very tough when you don't have a routine like work to keep you going. It just terrifies me deeply that tomorrow or the next day I'm going to make that last decision over again and then not decide to put it off.
 

triggs

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#88
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

hi Istril :hug: welcome to SF :)
i'm glad you're feeling a little better. i get that mornings are hard without routine - perhaps you could set out a new routine for yourself that will help you cope during the hard times? good luck hun :heart:
triggs xx
 
#90
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Thank you Triggs, for years I've run starting from 7 in the morning to 9 or so, but these past few months, I've increased that to 7 am to 12 or 12:30 pm where it gets to the point of physical and mental exhaustion. I know if I sit around I will do something horrid. This way I can get home and work a little bit.

Still I don't know how long this can go on, and even while running, I frequently thought "If I run through that intersection on the way to the park, or across that lane."
 

WishICould

Well-Known Member
#94
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Suicidal today - No, - pissed off and down right fed up and depressed - Yes, even cutting didnt fuckin work - I cant get anything right, can I?

Excuse my french and apologies to all those my comments have just made even more depressed.
 
#95
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

Yes.. Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god yes.. dad won't be home til way late.
and this plan is working...
 

Pioneer

Well-Known Member
#98
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

I feel extremely suicidal today. :sad: I can't function well of focus well. I've been getting screwed over for months now. I just want to leave for good now, I'm sleeping with my combat knife tonight for comfort.
 
Re: Are you feeling suicidal today?

I don't know what to say, but I tried tonight, I won't say how but it did not involve drugs.

I stopped midway, I got terrified of what would happen, also if I did try it might but fail it might alleviate somewhat, it hasn't but I'm also fearful of dying.
 

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