Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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Yeah, me too.
I live in an unsafe building, with unsafe and even some criminal neighbors around me (so I've been stolen from multiple times now...) and there's no way out. I don't have anywhere near enough money to get myself to safety.
Honestly, I really think sometimes suicide is the only rational choice at a certain point.
I live in an unsafe building, with unsafe and even some criminal neighbors around me (so I've been stolen from multiple times now...) and there's no way out. I don't have anywhere near enough money to get myself to safety.
Honestly, I really think sometimes suicide is the only rational choice at a certain point.
@CandleLight I'm sorry your building isn't safe and you've been a victim of crime. Are you in the city? I really hope so good changes come and make it possible for you to live somewhere safe. That you have to live with a sense of threaat hanging over you is horribly stressful. Still, I hope you keep to a plan to stay alive. Again I have to say I'm sorry you're in these circumstances.
Yes, I think. It feels like something going on underneath the surface. I am noticing that I’m going through a sort of life review, where I’m noticing both things that were good and others that were unfortunate. It’s kind of like watching a movie that could be titled, “well, we had a good run, Charlie Brown”
It’s vaguely comforting. Maybe my end is near. There’s a song from a group called Arcade Fire running through my head. The relevant lyrics being, “they know my name because I gave it to them - but they don’t know where and they don’t know when.”
It’s vaguely comforting. Maybe my end is near. There’s a song from a group called Arcade Fire running through my head. The relevant lyrics being, “they know my name because I gave it to them - but they don’t know where and they don’t know when.”
Unfortunately so
Its been a while since my thoughts have centred around plans and how it will look like an accident so its not as difficult for others to accept.
Today has been a day of distractions but im now very irritated by the lack of consideration my neighbors show me so fuck them ,they will now hear my rave music until the early hours ,i do not care.
I feel that my thoughts of suicide arose from certain events that remain the same and beyond my control - I live for the time spent with my boy but life is so unhappy and empty otherwise.
My boy is getting older now ,
I am done
Its been a while since my thoughts have centred around plans and how it will look like an accident so its not as difficult for others to accept.
Today has been a day of distractions but im now very irritated by the lack of consideration my neighbors show me so fuck them ,they will now hear my rave music until the early hours ,i do not care.
I feel that my thoughts of suicide arose from certain events that remain the same and beyond my control - I live for the time spent with my boy but life is so unhappy and empty otherwise.
My boy is getting older now ,
I am done
