Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[Illuminalsights]

I feel extra despair on weekends because nothing is progressing and I don’t have anything else better to do due to that it’s cold outside and I don’t have decent financial conditions.

 

[SillyOldBear]

yes

 

[MAC0]

Not in the for front of my mind but my mind keeps drifting and that is always dangerous as it normally just starts going over my issues and hit on the idea

 

[KM76710]

No, but with all else over the past week and one problem after another definitely frustrated and disgusted with life and being on the sphere here.

 

[AmberMarie]

i don't want to go back into hospital... this pain is so very intense. i truly do not know what to do right now. i do not have the strength to beg to be taken. Wishing i could sleep... sleep forever right now.

 

[Windhover]

Sending thoughts and my kind of prayers @AmberMarie

 

[Windhover]

@KM76710 I hope those problems and the repercussions from the vehicle issues fade away soon so you can feel better

 

[Windhover]

Sending thoughts and my own kind of prayers for you @SillyOldBear . 👋 🌲

 

[Mid Night]

i don't want to go back into hospital... this pain is so very intense. i truly do not know what to do right now. i do not have the strength to beg to be taken. Wishing i could sleep... sleep forever right now.

Sending you my own sorts of prayers AmberMarie.

 

[LumberJack]

No. I'm in an enormous amount of pain right now, but I'm handling it. Not perfectly, but I know this and trying to keep myself in my apartment where I can't do anything or obtain anything that would be a problem.

 

[I_waste_everything]

I do feel like I want to just get back to when I know things went wrong by whatever means necessary.

Ironically this is one blip where I don't *feel* suicidal, as I have so often, but I know that it would be a means to an end, and I'm angry enough at myself that I have probably-baseless fantasies about making it hurt along the way.

When I get like this, I neglect to keep in mind that I need to thorough-think everything that happened and hard-train my brain to know better at the most infantile level or I'd just make the same mistakes again, or similar, or new ones, all the same, and the point of my intentionally-early'd-death would likely be defeated.

 

[iloverachel]

No. But very sad.

We are here for you. Hope your sadness turns to happiness soon. Always remember the dark times and thoughts won't last forever

 

[Pebble mouse]

I'm not having an episode tonight, which is a nice change. But, yes.

 

[cinnnamonflakez]

i don't know anymore. i might as well be dead already. im fucking tired i don't even know why i still bother to post here

 

[Lane]

i don't know anymore. i might as well be dead already. im fucking tired i don't even know why i still bother to post here

Life can be very difficult and we get caught in its trap. Im glad that youre alive and here, for what that's worth.

 

[Lane]

I'm not having an episode tonight, which is a nice change. But, yes.

We care about you very much @Pebble mouse. I hope you can keep those suicidal thoughts at bay.

 

[Lane]

No, but with all else over the past week and one problem after another definitely frustrated and disgusted with life and being on the sphere here.

Damn life sometimes! I hope things get easier for you @KM76710.

 

[Pebble mouse]

We care about you very much @Pebble mouse. I hope you can keep those suicidal thoughts at bay.

Thankyou

 

[LumberJack]

i don't know anymore. i might as well be dead already.

I also feel like the thing that I am (thought I was), he died already. What’s left is a pathetic echo trying to reconcile two things that won’t ever meet. Like trying to solve world peace with a calculator.

 

[MagickLynx]

Probably not going to do it until I report the people who abused me to police. See how things feel after all that.