Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[1964dodge]

It comes and goes.

 

[1964dodge]

Numb I guess would be the word my cat Miley passed away today the vet is going to cremate her and spread her ashes in a garden where they did her brother but as we have to wait to get cash they cannot do it till Tuesday and there worried we might just not pay but having her in the house for 4 days feels wrong

i'm sorry for your loss

mike......

 

[1964dodge]

less frequent thoughts and not as severe. i haven't won yet but i will win

mike

 

[KM76710]

Im new here...pretty much the thoughts are travelling with me daily with very little break. I woke up yesterday and decided to "test vent" to some close friends. Lol! Went pretty much like I thought it would: 'You'll be ok, tomorrow will be better", "Lets go get a beer, you'll feel better.", "Get some sleep, it helps..."

People wonder why others font confide in them. "I didn't know it was like that! He should have said some thing!" What needs to be done, take out a billboard ad? So ya smile and says "Im great!" when anyone asks.

If folks have never heard of the music group Crimson Vale, look up their song "Im not ok" It sums up my days perfectly.

Thanks for reading!

Welcome aboard and yes, this is a fine place and people to read and be supportive.

 

[cev77]

Yes, but only tonight, was okay earlier in the day. Hopefully I can sleep soon and it won't be a big issue.

 

[Windhover]

I'm not. Maybe the challenges are actually helping.

 

[Angie]

Yes

 

[Windhover]

Hugs and my kind of prayer for you @Angie. I'm sorry you aren't so good.

I wish I could help.

 

[cev77]

Yes

 

[Rhidia]

Yes. I want to get off but can't do it myself.

 

[ChimeraMonster]

Always
I just noticed I'm almost 30 and have no dreams and have done nothing of my life.
Such an empty existence feels worthless

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[cev77]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

Thanks

 

[Windhover]

It's in the background.

 

[LumberJack]

I’m not actively planning, nor am I resisting impulsive urges. I’m feeling desolate, though, as in I am not sure it wouldn’t be in everyone’s long term best interests if I were to exit.

Not saying I believe this thought. Refusing to believe thoughts - just because they are in my head - has gotten me out of lots of trouble that I would have plowed into at full speed otherwise.

IDK if that counts as suicidal or not.

 

[may71]

Thanks

You're welcome!

 

[Rhidia]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

Thank you, just feel down almost all the time. Hugs help.

 

[may71]

You're welcome!

More hugs

 

[SillyOldBear]

God, yes. Don't know how much more of this I can take.

 

[Old Hooter]

I’m not actively planning, nor am I resisting impulsive urges. I’m feeling desolate, though, as in I am not sure it wouldn’t be in everyone’s long term best interests if I were to exit.

Not saying I believe this thought. Refusing to believe thoughts - just because they are in my head - has gotten me out of lots of trouble that I would have plowed into at full speed otherwise.

IDK if that counts as suicidal or not.

I feel the same...I try to rationally say "Nope, its not a good idea..." but really, when you can pin the blame of so much on yourself? Hard to ignore. Lol. I have one thing that sets me off, interrupting me when Im talking. I was raised that its very rude. Someone very close to me does it a lot. Finally I lost it and told her what I thought. Her answer was interesting "You talk too much so I dont have a choice." Holy fuck, them being rude is even my fault! I know people say to just blow it off, not everything can be your fault...but when something is said over and over enough, even to ourselves, it eventually becomes the truth no matter what it is. Hell, its how social media works!