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Suicide
- Thread starter Rockclimbinggirl
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I'm glad that you know it is not a solution. It sounds like you are fully aware that your mind is lying to you. And being aware of that gives you some power over it. When the thoughts come I think the best thing to do is exactly what you did -- talk about it. Let people give you love and support. It's also important to remind yourself that this too shall pass. You say it is on your mind AGAIN. So at some point it was on your mind and then it wasn't on your mind. So at some point these thoughts in your mind should stop. In the mean time talk with us and keep yourself entertained. And stay awake if you have to. I know dark thoughts usually creep up when i lie down. Then again you might not be like me. In which case make sure you get some sleep. Anyways I hope these thoughts go away soon and you find some peace. (HUG)
I can relate... I feel ok but know that the darkness is around the corner. I almost think that it may pass by this time but eventually it comes back. I too know that it is not the answer but I keep looking for a good solution to the problem. (Guess that is why tough with me because I am analytic and results oriented..) So far coping is all I have and trying to enjoy the times when I am not depressed, sad or whatever. I guess if we find the answer to our issues that is better than just coping, to treating the symptoms and not the big problem, we can let everyone know. 
@Rockclimbinggirl Sorry you are feeling so bad. Just remember, the really, really bad times usually pass and we wind up feeling a bit better.
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