^ Ty for the encouraging support Witty I appreciate that!

Oh I just realized you changed your name, love it, very awesometastic (lol)

I have a pretty strong feeling that if I keep saying my affirmations like I have been every day for the last few weeks now then maybe one day I'll at least have a bit more confidence than I do now which would be unlike anything I've ever truly known & therefore extremely appreciated, will see what happens I guess, trying not to have too much attachment to anything or at least not in terms of "how things turn out".
Nothingness (I know such a positive word lol) :p