The last time

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Lol yup, same for me of course. Oh cool, that ruby red hair sounds like it woulda looked really nice. Glad your mom was able to get the oil and that you were able to make that cake. Lol ya nachos are great too. Wow, good deal on the cake mix and frosting, wish it was such a good price here too lol. I like when cakes have diff colors in them too.

That sucks about the cats having fleas, but ya I’m sure without any animals there they will be gone soon. Cool that you like that movie too, have it on DVD, and agree about it being disturbing.

Last time I had a weird dream was last night, had a bit of a nap. Rather not get into the details of it though, was just too bizarre and I think was ultimately just meant to show me how confused I feel about certain things, and also maybe how ultimately “random” that person can be as well, who knows lol :p

Last time you ate some kind of chips?

Yeah, I had a few different shades of red hair...really the only color I have tried outside of my natural color. Well I've done different shades of blonde too but that's not as adventurous. I should ask her to buy some stuff that I can use for nachos. :P But she got me a taco yesterday since it was Taco Tuesday so I'll eat that later. I was wondering why the other cats haven't been shown on the site yet, but they all had fleas and maybe it takes a while to get rid of them all. Plus one cat had a lot of fur missing, so they probably want to wait for it to grow back. That was one of the first movies that made me understand more about BPD, and that was probably before I realized I had it and way before I was diagnosed. I have some similarities with the main character and also some differences. Sorry to hear you had such a weird dream. The dream I had was weird too, it was the basement in my old house but it was done up really nicely, not like the dirt hole it actually was. :P

Probably not for a few days because I didn't have any around.

Last time you painted your nails?

 

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Yeah, I had a few different shades of red hair...really the only color I have tried outside of my natural color. Well I've done different shades of blonde too but that's not as adventurous. I should ask her to buy some stuff that I can use for nachos. :P But she got me a taco yesterday since it was Taco Tuesday so I'll eat that later. I was wondering why the other cats haven't been shown on the site yet, but they all had fleas and maybe it takes a while to get rid of them all. Plus one cat had a lot of fur missing, so they probably want to wait for it to grow back. That was one of the first movies that made me understand more about BPD, and that was probably before I realized I had it and way before I was diagnosed. I have some similarities with the main character and also some differences. Sorry to hear you had such a weird dream. The dream I had was weird too, it was the basement in my old house but it was done up really nicely, not like the dirt hole it actually was. :P

Probably not for a few days because I didn't have any around.

Last time you painted your nails?

That’s really cool, I’ve had mine a couple diff shades of red (one darker, one lighter) and had it blonde for about a year or so in my early 20’s. Woulda kept it for a longer amount of time, but was hard on my hair, plus very expensive since I always had it done at the salon.

That’s cool that your mom got you a “taco Tuesday” taco, I miss being able to eat those, used to be one of my fave things that we ate very often (maybe “too often” lol). Aw about those kitties, ya missing fur and fleas is probably what is making them hold off on listing them there til that’s taken care of.

Cool about that movie being one of the first movies that made you understand about BPD, and ya same for me somewhat with having some similarities and differences with the main character. Lol thanks, ya I was just very glad when I “woke up” from that one, cos the setting and situation were both very upsetting and confusing. That’s interesting about the weird dream you had too, hmm, interesting to think of what that could symbolize.

Last time I painted my nails…hmm…I think I don’t really remember the exact day (or even “month” for that matter, lol) but I know it was last year sometime anyway. Ya I don’t do that much, it’s especially sad in a way cos I must have at least 40-50 nail polishes in my nail polish box lol. I should do that again sometime soon :p

Last time you watched a movie?

 

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That’s really cool, I’ve had mine a couple diff shades of red (one darker, one lighter) and had it blonde for about a year or so in my early 20’s. Woulda kept it for a longer amount of time, but was hard on my hair, plus very expensive since I always had it done at the salon.

That’s cool that your mom got you a “taco Tuesday” taco, I miss being able to eat those, used to be one of my fave things that we ate very often (maybe “too often” lol). Aw about those kitties, ya missing fur and fleas is probably what is making them hold off on listing them there til that’s taken care of.

Cool about that movie being one of the first movies that made you understand about BPD, and ya same for me somewhat with having some similarities and differences with the main character. Lol thanks, ya I was just very glad when I “woke up” from that one, cos the setting and situation were both very upsetting and confusing. That’s interesting about the weird dream you had too, hmm, interesting to think of what that could symbolize.

Last time I painted my nails…hmm…I think I don’t really remember the exact day (or even “month” for that matter, lol) but I know it was last year sometime anyway. Ya I don’t do that much, it’s especially sad in a way cos I must have at least 40-50 nail polishes in my nail polish box lol. I should do that again sometime soon :p

Last time you watched a movie?

That sounds fun, and yeah it can get expensive after a while. Usually I would just buy dye and do it myself, but it doesn't last as long. I don't have tacos too often anymore, well only when she gets them, but I want to make some again sometime. I'm not sure what that dream meant, other than I could have a cool basement in the future. :P I have a lot of nailpolishes too, I just did mine not too long ago. It's a sparkly blue and silver color, one that my nephew got me for Christmas.

It's been a little while. I used to watch movies often but haven't lately.

Last time you grieved over something?

 

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That sounds fun, and yeah it can get expensive after a while. Usually I would just buy dye and do it myself, but it doesn't last as long. I don't have tacos too often anymore, well only when she gets them, but I want to make some again sometime. I'm not sure what that dream meant, other than I could have a cool basement in the future. :P I have a lot of nailpolishes too, I just did mine not too long ago. It's a sparkly blue and silver color, one that my nephew got me for Christmas.

It's been a little while. I used to watch movies often but haven't lately.

Last time you grieved over something?

Wanted to answer this yesterday but was just too tired lol. Anyway - ya it was fun with dying my hair those diff colors, I’d love to dye it blonde again sometime, it sure got me a lot of attention that’s for sure lol. Ok about not having tacos very often anymore, ya it’s fun to make them, I miss that about them too.

Ya that’s an awesome interpretation of that dream, and I’m sure you will have a cool basement (or maybe some other “space”) in the future for sure Cool that you have lotsa nail polishes too, and that one you recently used sounds really pretty. I’m gonna use a pale blue one later, pulled out my nail polish box yesterday and looked at all of them again, and that’s the one I most feel like using right now

Last time I grieved over something was last year, when my sis moved much further away. Then again in October when she said some very unkind and hurtful things to me (felt more “disconnected” from her than ever before), and I am currently grieving about her in some ways too.

Last time you saw a bird?

 

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Wanted to answer this yesterday but was just too tired lol. Anyway - ya it was fun with dying my hair those diff colors, I’d love to dye it blonde again sometime, it sure got me a lot of attention that’s for sure lol. Ok about not having tacos very often anymore, ya it’s fun to make them, I miss that about them too.

Ya that’s an awesome interpretation of that dream, and I’m sure you will have a cool basement (or maybe some other “space”) in the future for sure Cool that you have lotsa nail polishes too, and that one you recently used sounds really pretty. I’m gonna use a pale blue one later, pulled out my nail polish box yesterday and looked at all of them again, and that’s the one I most feel like using right now

Last time I grieved over something was last year, when my sis moved much further away. Then again in October when she said some very unkind and hurtful things to me (felt more “disconnected” from her than ever before), and I am currently grieving about her in some ways too.

Last time you saw a bird?

I would probably go with a bolder color for once to see what that looks like. I need some excitement in my life anyway. :P If I designed my house, then it would have a lot of cool features. I'm sure the pale blue color will look really nice. I'm sorry to hear you have been grieving so much about your sister, but I hope things will get easier soon.

I'm not sure because I haven't been outside in like 3 weeks :P

Last time you ate cotton candy?

 

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I would probably go with a bolder color for once to see what that looks like. I need some excitement in my life anyway. :P If I designed my house, then it would have a lot of cool features. I'm sure the pale blue color will look really nice. I'm sorry to hear you have been grieving so much about your sister, but I hope things will get easier soon.

I'm not sure because I haven't been outside in like 3 weeks :P

Last time you ate cotton candy?

Cool, I’m sure any color would look fab on you I’ve been thinking lately about maybe going to a salon to have them put some streaks in my hair, those can be fun. Hoping it’d be a lot cheaper than a full on “dye” lol.

Same about the house design thing and having lotsa cool features. I’d want mine to be very “one of a kind” with both the “shapes” of things, and the overall style/design of it. I made a “shell house” on that AI art site I go on a while ago, it’s so neat looking and I wish I could live in it lol.

Thanks, ya I like pale blue nail polish, any pale colors usually look nice imo. Thanks for saying that about grieving about my sis so much too, ya, just doing my best to stay strong, positive and hopeful about all of it. Definitely a big part of it is just communicating in a much clearer, kinder and more open kind of way. I hope things will get easier for both of us soon too though for sure

Aw about not going outside for a long time, I hope you will have a chance to soon though cos it’s good to get some fresh air, even if it’s just for 5 mins or something. I usually see birds every day even if I don’t go out, I see them through the window on the roof of the building across from us (usually crows lol, they’re such tough birds sticking around in winter and all), in the trees, or just flying in the sky. It’s fun to imagine being one and getting to be so free to go wherever I want to anywhere in the world.

It’s been years since I ate cotton candy, I love it but it’s yet another thing I have to be careful to only eat a very small amount of. Probably for the best anyway though cos it’s not exactly healthy anyway (also, kinda bad for the teeth I think, lol) :p

Last time you ate a hamburger?

 

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Cool, I’m sure any color would look fab on you I’ve been thinking lately about maybe going to a salon to have them put some streaks in my hair, those can be fun. Hoping it’d be a lot cheaper than a full on “dye” lol.

Same about the house design thing and having lotsa cool features. I’d want mine to be very “one of a kind” with both the “shapes” of things, and the overall style/design of it. I made a “shell house” on that AI art site I go on a while ago, it’s so neat looking and I wish I could live in it lol.

Thanks, ya I like pale blue nail polish, any pale colors usually look nice imo. Thanks for saying that about grieving about my sis so much too, ya, just doing my best to stay strong, positive and hopeful about all of it. Definitely a big part of it is just communicating in a much clearer, kinder and more open kind of way. I hope things will get easier for both of us soon too though for sure

Aw about not going outside for a long time, I hope you will have a chance to soon though cos it’s good to get some fresh air, even if it’s just for 5 mins or something. I usually see birds every day even if I don’t go out, I see them through the window on the roof of the building across from us (usually crows lol, they’re such tough birds sticking around in winter and all), in the trees, or just flying in the sky. It’s fun to imagine being one and getting to be so free to go wherever I want to anywhere in the world.

It’s been years since I ate cotton candy, I love it but it’s yet another thing I have to be careful to only eat a very small amount of. Probably for the best anyway though cos it’s not exactly healthy anyway (also, kinda bad for the teeth I think, lol) :p

Last time you ate a hamburger?

Thank you, I'm sure any color would look great on you too. I'm thinking about wilder colors too, but not sure if I'm bold enough to do that. I think streaks could be fun and they would look good on you. That does sound cool, I'm not sure what my house would look like but it would have a nice basement, a pool, and a movie theater. I hope this will be the year for healing your relationship with your sister. I should go out more, it's just been too cold lately that I don't like doing it much. I don't feel too stir crazy yet, probably because I've just been depressed and somewhat numb to things. I'm glad that you do get to see birds every day, I don't remember the last time I even looked outside for a few minutes. Yeah, I need to make a lot of changes. I try not to eat too much cotton candy at once since it's pure sugar. :P

Not sure, probably has been close to a month though or maybe more.

Last time you listened to music?

 

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Thank you, I'm sure any color would look great on you too. I'm thinking about wilder colors too, but not sure if I'm bold enough to do that. I think streaks could be fun and they would look good on you. That does sound cool, I'm not sure what my house would look like but it would have a nice basement, a pool, and a movie theater. I hope this will be the year for healing your relationship with your sister. I should go out more, it's just been too cold lately that I don't like doing it much. I don't feel too stir crazy yet, probably because I've just been depressed and somewhat numb to things. I'm glad that you do get to see birds every day, I don't remember the last time I even looked outside for a few minutes. Yeah, I need to make a lot of changes. I try not to eat too much cotton candy at once since it's pure sugar. :P

Not sure, probably has been close to a month though or maybe more.

Last time you listened to music?

You’re welcome, and thank you too! No one ever said that to me before. Wild colors can be lotsa fun, I’d love to have rainbow hair really :p Thanks for saying that about the streaks too. That sounds cool about your dream house having a pool, movie theater and nice basement too

I hope for that with my sis this year too, definitely not holding my breath on it, but miracles happen every day so who knows what will happen. All I can do is hope for the best with all of it at this point, kinda beyond at my wits end, I know that. I understand about not wanting to go out cos of it being cold, same here. I understand about feeling depressed and also numb about things lately too, I hope that’ll get better soon.

I’m glad about seeing birds daily too, I love watching them and…ok, guess I already said the thing about it being fun to imagine being one lol. I imagine lotsa people do the same thing when watching them, it’s hard not to imo :p That’s good about not eating a hamburger in the last month, I eat them a bit too much I think.

I listen to (or “hear” anyway, lol) music pretty much every day. Last time was earlier today.

Last time you watched a video on youtube?

 

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You’re welcome, and thank you too! No one ever said that to me before. Wild colors can be lotsa fun, I’d love to have rainbow hair really :p Thanks for saying that about the streaks too. That sounds cool about your dream house having a pool, movie theater and nice basement too

I hope for that with my sis this year too, definitely not holding my breath on it, but miracles happen every day so who knows what will happen. All I can do is hope for the best with all of it at this point, kinda beyond at my wits end, I know that. I understand about not wanting to go out cos of it being cold, same here. I understand about feeling depressed and also numb about things lately too, I hope that’ll get better soon.

I’m glad about seeing birds daily too, I love watching them and…ok, guess I already said the thing about it being fun to imagine being one lol. I imagine lotsa people do the same thing when watching them, it’s hard not to imo :p That’s good about not eating a hamburger in the last month, I eat them a bit too much I think.

I listen to (or “hear” anyway, lol) music pretty much every day. Last time was earlier today.

Last time you watched a video on youtube?

Rainbow hair would be awesome, I think I'd be worried about people judging me unfairly but then again you can do whatever you want with your own hair. I'm starting to think that I'll become more distant from my sister because of the way she is acting, even though I don't want that to happen. That would be nice to be able to be a bird and fly away, wherever I wanted to go. Even space if I could go that high. :P

I probably watched some videos last night.

Last night you heard a plane flying by? (I just did :P)

 

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Rainbow hair would be awesome, I think I'd be worried about people judging me unfairly but then again you can do whatever you want with your own hair. I'm starting to think that I'll become more distant from my sister because of the way she is acting, even though I don't want that to happen. That would be nice to be able to be a bird and fly away, wherever I wanted to go. Even space if I could go that high. :P

I probably watched some videos last night.

Last night you heard a plane flying by? (I just did :P)

I think rainbow hair would be awesome too, and I wouldn’t worry about what people thought of it, but ya, maybe it would ultimately be better to just stick with more “traditional” colors, I wouldn’t want people to discriminate or judge me cos of something like that.

Aw, sorry to hear about becoming more distant from your sis, it’s kinda the same with mine right now too though. It’s seemed like it’s what she wants for years anyway, we barely ever hear from her so ya it feels like we are a low priority for her. I hope your sis will be nicer soon though, and I understand about not wanting to become distant from her, it’s the same for me with mine too.

Agreed on the being a bird thing being nice and being able to just fly away, and lol about going as far as space, that sounds like that’d be neat. I’d probably just stay inside our atmosphere where there’s air though lol :p

Last time I heard a plane flying by was probably today, I tend to usually tune it out so I’m often not very aware of them lol.

Last time you ate some kind of cookie?

 

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I think rainbow hair would be awesome too, and I wouldn’t worry about what people thought of it, but ya, maybe it would ultimately be better to just stick with more “traditional” colors, I wouldn’t want people to discriminate or judge me cos of something like that.

Aw, sorry to hear about becoming more distant from your sis, it’s kinda the same with mine right now too though. It’s seemed like it’s what she wants for years anyway, we barely ever hear from her so ya it feels like we are a low priority for her. I hope your sis will be nicer soon though, and I understand about not wanting to become distant from her, it’s the same for me with mine too.

Agreed on the being a bird thing being nice and being able to just fly away, and lol about going as far as space, that sounds like that’d be neat. I’d probably just stay inside our atmosphere where there’s air though lol :p

Last time I heard a plane flying by was probably today, I tend to usually tune it out so I’m often not very aware of them lol.

Last time you ate some kind of cookie?

I just saw a video on Facebook earlier where someone had rainbow hair, and it looked really cool. I feel like people will always find reasons to judge someone else, so I would say go for it if you really want to. It's the same with my sister, don't hear from her too much or even see her very often at all. Oh yeah, that's a good point. Unless I was some bird that could withstand space conditions. :P There's an airport only a few miles from here, a local one but I still hear planes often enough.

I did today because I found some cookie dough that I forgot we bought a few weeks ago. So I made these white chocolate gingerbread cookies this morning.

Last time you bought new clothes?

 

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I just saw a video on Facebook earlier where someone had rainbow hair, and it looked really cool. I feel like people will always find reasons to judge someone else, so I would say go for it if you really want to. It's the same with my sister, don't hear from her too much or even see her very often at all. Oh yeah, that's a good point. Unless I was some bird that could withstand space conditions. :P There's an airport only a few miles from here, a local one but I still hear planes often enough.

I did today because I found some cookie dough that I forgot we bought a few weeks ago. So I made these white chocolate gingerbread cookies this morning.

Last time you bought new clothes?

That sounds awesome for sure Ya, you’re right that people will always find reasons to judge someone and that it’s better to just do what you want to do (long as it’s not hurting anyone of course, lol).

Sorry to hear it’s the same with your sis and that you don’t hear from her or see her very often either. Lol, ok that’d be really cool to be a bird who could withstand space conditions, that’s the kind of bird I’d want to be, but maybe I would just want to stay safe inside our atmosphere still lol, so many truly amazing and inspiring things right here on Earth to check out imo

Cool about there being an airport near there, ya I think there might be one fairly near here too but not sure. Pretty sure I hear them every day too but I often tune them out I think :p Those cookies sound good.

Last time I bought some new clothes was last week, got about 3 or 4 pairs of leggings, glad about that cos had needed some new ones for a while.

Last time you ate cereal?

 

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That sounds awesome for sure Ya, you’re right that people will always find reasons to judge someone and that it’s better to just do what you want to do (long as it’s not hurting anyone of course, lol).

Sorry to hear it’s the same with your sis and that you don’t hear from her or see her very often either. Lol, ok that’d be really cool to be a bird who could withstand space conditions, that’s the kind of bird I’d want to be, but maybe I would just want to stay safe inside our atmosphere still lol, so many truly amazing and inspiring things right here on Earth to check out imo

Cool about there being an airport near there, ya I think there might be one fairly near here too but not sure. Pretty sure I hear them every day too but I often tune them out I think :p Those cookies sound good.

Last time I bought some new clothes was last week, got about 3 or 4 pairs of leggings, glad about that cos had needed some new ones for a while.

Last time you ate cereal?

Yeah, I agree with you there. I should try and do more things that I enjoy and worry less about what people think about me. I wish I was closer to my sister but I guess that's on her if she wants to be or not. It might be a good idea not to fly into space because it might be freaky there. :P I'm glad that you got some new leggings, I probably need to get new clothes at some point.

I think it was sometime within the last week.

Last time you saw a butterfly?

 

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Yeah, I agree with you there. I should try and do more things that I enjoy and worry less about what people think about me. I wish I was closer to my sister but I guess that's on her if she wants to be or not. It might be a good idea not to fly into space because it might be freaky there. :P I'm glad that you got some new leggings, I probably need to get new clothes at some point.

I think it was sometime within the last week.

Last time you saw a butterfly?

Thanks, and yup, exactly. Easier said than done though, I know, it’s kinda the nature of our species to want acceptance from others as much as possible, and to avoid rejection or judgment about things. But ya, over-worrying about those things is not a good thing either, cos each person has to ultimately live the life that will help them feel the happiest, most peaceful they can be.

I’m definitely feeling the same about my sis these days too. Yup, you’re right about it being on her now if she wants that too or not. I’m having to try to accept that as best I can right now as well, that my sis has made her own choices for her own life and if those choices end up making me not be a part of it for a while then I need to just try to accept that as well. No point resisting such things cos it only leads to misery and suffering in my experience.

Lol about it maybe being freaky in space, ya I think I’d prefer to just stay safe inside our atmosphere, there’s already plenty of freaky things right here on Earth too :p Thanks, I’m glad about the new leggings too, it’s nice to know I have more than “one” pair now at least lol. I hope you’ll be able to get some new clothes soon too.

Can’t really remember the last time I saw a butterfly, probably not since September or October though. Not sure where they go in the colder months but maybe they hibernate in trees or something :p

Last time you drank some kind of pop?

 

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Thanks, and yup, exactly. Easier said than done though, I know, it’s kinda the nature of our species to want acceptance from others as much as possible, and to avoid rejection or judgment about things. But ya, over-worrying about those things is not a good thing either, cos each person has to ultimately live the life that will help them feel the happiest, most peaceful they can be.

I’m definitely feeling the same about my sis these days too. Yup, you’re right about it being on her now if she wants that too or not. I’m having to try to accept that as best I can right now as well, that my sis has made her own choices for her own life and if those choices end up making me not be a part of it for a while then I need to just try to accept that as well. No point resisting such things cos it only leads to misery and suffering in my experience.

Lol about it maybe being freaky in space, ya I think I’d prefer to just stay safe inside our atmosphere, there’s already plenty of freaky things right here on Earth too :p Thanks, I’m glad about the new leggings too, it’s nice to know I have more than “one” pair now at least lol. I hope you’ll be able to get some new clothes soon too.

Can’t really remember the last time I saw a butterfly, probably not since September or October though. Not sure where they go in the colder months but maybe they hibernate in trees or something :p

Last time you drank some kind of pop?

Yeah for sure, it's worth trying to tune out negative opinions though because all that matters is the people who care about you and the support they give you. If she wants to be distant from you, then that's her choice, but I hope she will change her views on things at some point. I don't think I've seen a butterfly in a long time, but I hope I can see more in summer.

A little while ago, had a bit of Coke with dinner.

Last time you braided your hair?

 

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Yeah for sure, it's worth trying to tune out negative opinions though because all that matters is the people who care about you and the support they give you. If she wants to be distant from you, then that's her choice, but I hope she will change her views on things at some point. I don't think I've seen a butterfly in a long time, but I hope I can see more in summer.

A little while ago, had a bit of Coke with dinner.

Last time you braided your hair?

Agreed bigtime on trying to tune out negative opinions. I guess if nothing else, the last couple interactions I’ve had with my sis have shown me “always expect the unexpected” with her. I probably will not go there for Easter this year if she invites us, it will be the first time I ever directly “turned down” an invitation from her, but maybe that will be a good thing for her to experience, that I am actually capable of doing that. She’ll probably just feel relieved about it anyway so whatever lol.

Anyway, you’re right about the main thing that matters being those who truly care and show support. Yup exactly that it’s ultimately her choice if she wants to be distant from me, and ya I hope she’ll maybe change her views about things at some point, not holding my breath with that one though, not with his negative influence on her.

Ya, I’m sure we’ll both see lotsa butterflies in summer, and even spring too

Last time I braided my hair was a couple weeks ago, just did a little braid on the side, and didn’t leave it in for very long lol :p

Last time you said something you regretted?

 

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Agreed bigtime on trying to tune out negative opinions. I guess if nothing else, the last couple interactions I’ve had with my sis have shown me “always expect the unexpected” with her. I probably will not go there for Easter this year if she invites us, it will be the first time I ever directly “turned down” an invitation from her, but maybe that will be a good thing for her to experience, that I am actually capable of doing that. She’ll probably just feel relieved about it anyway so whatever lol.

Anyway, you’re right about the main thing that matters being those who truly care and show support. Yup exactly that it’s ultimately her choice if she wants to be distant from me, and ya I hope she’ll maybe change her views about things at some point, not holding my breath with that one though, not with his negative influence on her.

Ya, I’m sure we’ll both see lotsa butterflies in summer, and even spring too

Last time I braided my hair was a couple weeks ago, just did a little braid on the side, and didn’t leave it in for very long lol :p

Last time you said something you regretted?

Don't let anyone get you down, especially not her because it seems like she is clueless in understanding your feelings. It will be nicer to spend time at home and not have to worry about the extra stress. Do you have any favorite types of butterflies? I guess I like them all. I don't remember the last time my hair was braided, but I should start doing different hairstyles.

Pretty often, I mean I usually feel like I am saying or doing something stupid :P

Last time you cuddled an animal?

 

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Don't let anyone get you down, especially not her because it seems like she is clueless in understanding your feelings. It will be nicer to spend time at home and not have to worry about the extra stress. Do you have any favorite types of butterflies? I guess I like them all. I don't remember the last time my hair was braided, but I should start doing different hairstyles.

Pretty often, I mean I usually feel like I am saying or doing something stupid :P

Last time you cuddled an animal?

Aw, well thank you for the support with that, I appreciate it a lot. I know you are right that I need to try to not let her or anyone else get me down, cos it’s not ultimately a “personal” thing anyway and is just to do with their own issues about things. Ya, her emotional intelligence has definitely gone WAY down since getting together with that pinhead, so he’s just rubbed off on her in a most unfortunate way for sure. Nothing I can do about it though cos it’s her choice to continue to stay with him, pretty sure she must mostly stay cos of the lifetime security it offers her. As nice as such a level of security sounds, I don’t think I could ever sacrifice my sanity like that.

Anyway, yup, exactly with it being better to just spend time at home instead and not having to deal with the stress of never knowing what she’ll be capable of saying/doing next. I do know that I’m beyond done putting up with it anymore, I deserve much better treatment than that.

I’m not sure if there are any purple or pink butterflies, if there are then they’d be my fave ones of course lol. Otherwise, ya I just love them all really, so pretty Aw about feeling like you’re often saying or doing something stupid, I don’t think that’s true though.

Last time I cuddled an animal was an hour or so ago, I picked up my kitty and gave her a hug, it usually has to be pretty “quick” with her though lol cos she’s not the most cuddly cat most of the time :p

Last time you drank tea?

 

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Aw, well thank you for the support with that, I appreciate it a lot. I know you are right that I need to try to not let her or anyone else get me down, cos it’s not ultimately a “personal” thing anyway and is just to do with their own issues about things. Ya, her emotional intelligence has definitely gone WAY down since getting together with that pinhead, so he’s just rubbed off on her in a most unfortunate way for sure. Nothing I can do about it though cos it’s her choice to continue to stay with him, pretty sure she must mostly stay cos of the lifetime security it offers her. As nice as such a level of security sounds, I don’t think I could ever sacrifice my sanity like that.

Anyway, yup, exactly with it being better to just spend time at home instead and not having to deal with the stress of never knowing what she’ll be capable of saying/doing next. I do know that I’m beyond done putting up with it anymore, I deserve much better treatment than that.

I’m not sure if there are any purple or pink butterflies, if there are then they’d be my fave ones of course lol. Otherwise, ya I just love them all really, so pretty Aw about feeling like you’re often saying or doing something stupid, I don’t think that’s true though.

Last time I cuddled an animal was an hour or so ago, I picked up my kitty and gave her a hug, it usually has to be pretty “quick” with her though lol cos she’s not the most cuddly cat most of the time :p

Last time you drank tea?

Yeah for sure, you don't deserve to deal with all of that unnecessary crap and drama. Especially when it seems more about an issue with her and not you. Hopefully one day she will wise up and realize what she is losing, because she should know what is important to her. I looked it up and some species of butterflies have pink or purple coloring, so that is awesome. The last time I cuddled with an animal was about a month ago and I still really miss those cats.

It's been a few weeks I think. May drink some again soon.

Last time you saw a starry sky?

 

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Yeah for sure, you don't deserve to deal with all of that unnecessary crap and drama. Especially when it seems more about an issue with her and not you. Hopefully one day she will wise up and realize what she is losing, because she should know what is important to her. I looked it up and some species of butterflies have pink or purple coloring, so that is awesome. The last time I cuddled with an animal was about a month ago and I still really miss those cats.

It's been a few weeks I think. May drink some again soon.

Last time you saw a starry sky?

Aw, well thank you for being so understanding, supportive and compassionate about that, I really appreciate that a lot And yup, you’re quite right about it being her issue and not mine. I hope that will happen one day too, but the ignorance runs very strong in him and most of the family too, so I see very little hope of that ever happening.

Oh that’s awesome that there’s some butterflies that have pink or purple coloring, and aw I’m sorry again about missing those sweet cats. I have a feeling you will be able to cuddle with at least one or more kitties again soon though. Tea is a very comforting, calming thing to drink for sure, I drink it every day. Usually herbal ones, sometimes Earl Gray too.

Last time I saw a starry sky was a couple nights ago when it was a clear night. We’ve had rain over the last day and will be for the next couple days, so can’t see many stars tonight. When I was a kid and went a bit further up north/away from the city lights, I got to see a truly dark sky, and it was amazing seeing how many more stars there were in the sky.

Last time you were in a car?