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The numbers thread
- Thread starter Innocent Forever
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^ Lol thanks glad you like it. Is 1 your fave # then? I'll make you a 1 collage if you want, just lemme know plz 
I'll make anyone else a # collage too if you want, maybe let me know your fave colors or some other kinds of things you like so I know the kinds of pix or colors to put for the background behind the #'s. Or if you'd rather just be surprised then that's cool too
I'll make anyone else a # collage too if you want, maybe let me know your fave colors or some other kinds of things you like so I know the kinds of pix or colors to put for the background behind the #'s. Or if you'd rather just be surprised then that's cool too
No worries 😉 none at all! I’ll just have to cry my self to sleep now, than s to the everlasting overwhelming letdown that has set in upon thus news being thrust in my face. Just kidding. 
:p 
Lol sorry mood is weird right now I guess, talked to my friend again an hour or so ago & he managed to make me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong again so trying not to be mad at myself about that.
Anyway still didn't make the # collages but I really am happy to have 3 diff. ones to make for people now - you, Inno & extraT! Yay lol
PS - Time here right now is 10:05pm so 2 mins til a cool time
Lmao too funny MBG I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you cry but I found you this box of SW kleenex so I hope they help :p
Lol sorry mood is weird right now I guess, talked to my friend again an hour or so ago & he managed to make me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong again so trying not to be mad at myself about that.
Anyway still didn't make the # collages but I really am happy to have 3 diff. ones to make for people now - you, Inno & extraT! Yay lol PS - Time here right now is 10:05pm so 2 mins til a cool time
:p
Lol sorry mood is weird right now I guess, talked to my friend again an hour or so ago & he managed to make me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong again so trying not to be mad at myself about that.
Anyway still didn't make the # collages but I really am happy to have 3 diff. ones to make for people now - you, Inno & extraT! Yay lol
PS - Time here right now is 10:05pm so 2 mins til a cool time
Lmao too funny MBG I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you cry but I found you this box of SW kleenex so I hope they help :p
Lol sorry mood is weird right now I guess, talked to my friend again an hour or so ago & he managed to make me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong again so trying not to be mad at myself about that.
Anyway still didn't make the # collages but I really am happy to have 3 diff. ones to make for people now - you, Inno & extraT! Yay lol PS - Time here right now is 10:05pm so 2 mins til a cool time
:p
Lol sorry mood is weird right now I guess, talked to my friend again an hour or so ago & he managed to make me feel like everything I'm doing is wrong again so trying not to be mad at myself about that.
Anyway still didn't make the # collages but I really am happy to have 3 diff. ones to make for people now - you, Inno & extraT! Yay lol
PS - Time here right now is 10:05pm so 2 mins til a cool time
@MisterBGone d
Lol @MisterBGone I'm glad you liked the SW kleenex, and lol ya Empire is one of the 3 original movies but the pix on those kleenex boxes aren't from that movie or any of the good (original) ones. They're just from one of the crappy, newer ones lol :p
Ty for what you said about not worrying about my friend & not taking it personal too. He's frustrated with me cos I'm not doing the things he thinks I should be doing in my life and he's worried about me but I have told him so many times to please just back off and let me get there on my own so I dunno why he's such a control freak like that. I think he expects me to be a lot more grateful for how much he cares than I am. There's more to it than this but this is already kinda long. I do appreciate that he cares of course, but not the things he's doing to try to "prove" that. It's just way too stressful, overwhelming & kinda unnecessary basically, hope that makes sense.
Ty @Innocent Forever for saying that, I think he just cares too much as I said above so definitely need to maybe just not be so close with him or something I dunno. It's just a complicated situation I guess, I'm trying not to worry about if he decides he doesn't want to talk to me or see me anymore cos if that's what ends up happening then I will figure things out I've already figured out how to survive a lot of hellish, upsetting and psychologically challenging things in my life so I need to just remind myself that I have a lot of strength and focus more on that I hope I'll be able to have more friends in the future too though and ones who are more accepting of me as I am or at least who aren't so pushy and controlling anyway.
Oops almost forgot, the time is 4:44am as of right now, cool time even though it doesn't have 7's in it, oh well in 3 mins it will anyway
:p Ty for what you said about not worrying about my friend & not taking it personal too. He's frustrated with me cos I'm not doing the things he thinks I should be doing in my life and he's worried about me but I have told him so many times to please just back off and let me get there on my own so I dunno why he's such a control freak like that. I think he expects me to be a lot more grateful for how much he cares than I am. There's more to it than this but this is already kinda long. I do appreciate that he cares of course, but not the things he's doing to try to "prove" that. It's just way too stressful, overwhelming & kinda unnecessary basically, hope that makes sense.
Ty @Innocent Forever for saying that, I think he just cares too much as I said above so definitely need to maybe just not be so close with him or something I dunno. It's just a complicated situation I guess, I'm trying not to worry about if he decides he doesn't want to talk to me or see me anymore cos if that's what ends up happening then I will figure things out I've already figured out how to survive a lot of hellish, upsetting and psychologically challenging things in my life so I need to just remind myself that I have a lot of strength and focus more on that
I hope I'll be able to have more friends in the future too though and ones who are more accepting of me as I am or at least who aren't so pushy and controlling anyway.Oops almost forgot, the time is 4:44am as of right now, cool time even though it doesn't have 7's in it, oh well in 3 mins it will anyway
Ha@jmg! ;^) I had no idea what those movies were from, but I thought I recognized some of them - which is why I ventured the guess that I did! And stunning review, too—by the way (coming from a true fan!), “the crappy one’s of today...” ;D I’m sure they d be proud , but hey? It is what I t is... what r u supposed to do: lie (perhaps like everybody else?)?
I think that, with you friend, communication at this point is the key. If you can, and it’s obviously only going to work as well as he can, or wants &/is willing to listen, explain to him how you’re felling. So, kind of lke, “you know Ron - that’s what we’ll call him for thus excise humor me so! ...ah, Ronald— see we’re having fun already (maybe leave the name-calling out for the one, just this once.;^) Ronnie: here’s the deal. I like you a great deal. I value your friendship very highly. It’s one of the best I’ve ever had in my life, and certainly the best thing I’ve got going in my life at thus moment, relationship-wise. . . But I need you to - accept the fact, that—I can’t go at your pace, when it comes to the changes wed both like to see me implement ing. I appreciate that you care. And I know how much it bothers you that I don’t proceed to make progress at a rate with which you can be satisfied with. But I can’t do it on your watch. I just can’t... And if this is something that’s going to be too hard, or too difficult to accept—then that’s fine (I can hear where you’re coming from...) - but I really think that then, for sake of my own sanity, or if that’s being to melodramatic, in the interest of my happiness, it would be best if we reduced our schedules when it comes to getting together, and if that can’t happen (because you’re all in or all out!) then we might just need to take a little break. Until our heads clear a bit, and we can see and think a little bit more clearly (evenly) about the situation. I thank you for caring for me. I do! But- this has taken a toll on me, and I can’t let it continue on in this way; and hey, I know it’s not making you happy, either—so either we can agree, temporarily , to disagree; or we’re both going to drive each other mad & it’s going to get to the point where we’re hurting each other more tha n we probably should, through our words & our actions (passive-aggressive, as they may or may not be!). express to him that you know that he cares. It’s been established—but it’s almost too much. What you need right now , is for him to “care-less!” As funny as that sounds. . :^) there- now that was probably how you properly do a “too-long,” post! Sorry, I got lost in my own voice—
I think that, with you friend, communication at this point is the key. If you can, and it’s obviously only going to work as well as he can, or wants &/is willing to listen, explain to him how you’re felling. So, kind of lke, “you know Ron - that’s what we’ll call him for thus excise humor me so!
...ah, Ronald— see we’re having fun already (maybe leave the name-calling out for the one, just this once.;^) Ronnie: here’s the deal. I like you a great deal. I value your friendship very highly. It’s one of the best I’ve ever had in my life, and certainly the best thing I’ve got going in my life at thus moment, relationship-wise. . . But I need you to - accept the fact, that—I can’t go at your pace, when it comes to the changes wed both like to see me implement ing. I appreciate that you care. And I know how much it bothers you that I don’t proceed to make progress at a rate with which you can be satisfied with. But I can’t do it on your watch. I just can’t... And if this is something that’s going to be too hard, or too difficult to accept—then that’s fine (I can hear where you’re coming from...) - but I really think that then, for sake of my own sanity, or if that’s being to melodramatic, in the interest of my happiness, it would be best if we reduced our schedules when it comes to getting together, and if that can’t happen (because you’re all in or all out!) then we might just need to take a little break. Until our heads clear a bit, and we can see and think a little bit more clearly (evenly) about the situation. I thank you for caring for me. I do! But- this has taken a toll on me, and I can’t let it continue on in this way; and hey, I know it’s not making you happy, either—so either we can agree, temporarily , to disagree; or we’re both going to drive each other mad & it’s going to get to the point where we’re hurting each other more tha n we probably should, through our words & our actions (passive-aggressive, as they may or may not be!). express to him that you know that he cares. It’s been established—but it’s almost too much. What you need right now , is for him to “care-less!” As funny as that sounds. . :^) there- now that was probably how you properly do a “too-long,” post! Sorry, I got lost in my own voice—Aw tysm I appreciate the advice @MisterBGone & that you took the time to type that out to me it was very nice of you! And also, great advice! I've talked to him about all of that & told him already that that's what I need (more than once) but sometimes I am starting to wonder how much he actually does care, or maybe "respect" is the better word. But ya I think the break we took the other day was good, even after just 1 day of not seeing or talking to him at all I was starting to feel a bit more myself. I saw him today & it was good (as it usually is when I crack and end up saying I need at least a few days of a break) I feel BETTER from the interaction which is pretty rare so maybe that's just what I have to keep doing with him or something. Some people really do just need to be beaten over the head with the message "f---ing respect me or else!" ugh I hate having to go to such an extreme before the message is received though, you took the words right outta my mouth when you said the thing about it taking a toll on me, it definitely does sometimes.
Anyway this is pretty long & the main thing I wanted to post was to let you guys know that I finally finished the numbers collages for you so I will post them here now, hope you guys like them!
This is yours MBG, hope you like it
@Innocent Forever
@extraterrestrialone
And also, great advice! I've talked to him about all of that & told him already that that's what I need (more than once) but sometimes I am starting to wonder how much he actually does care, or maybe "respect" is the better word. But ya I think the break we took the other day was good, even after just 1 day of not seeing or talking to him at all I was starting to feel a bit more myself. I saw him today & it was good (as it usually is when I crack and end up saying I need at least a few days of a break) I feel BETTER from the interaction which is pretty rare so maybe that's just what I have to keep doing with him or something. Some people really do just need to be beaten over the head with the message "f---ing respect me or else!" ugh I hate having to go to such an extreme before the message is received though, you took the words right outta my mouth when you said the thing about it taking a toll on me, it definitely does sometimes. Anyway this is pretty long & the main thing I wanted to post was to let you guys know that I finally finished the numbers collages for you so I will post them here now, hope you guys like them!
This is yours MBG, hope you like it
@Innocent Forever
@extraterrestrialone
Aw tysm I appreciate the advice @MisterBGone & that you took the time to type that out to me it was very nice of you! And also, great advice! I've talked to him about all of that & told him already that that's what I need (more than once) but sometimes I am starting to wonder how much he actually does care, or maybe "respect" is the better word. But ya I think the break we took the other day was good, even after just 1 day of not seeing or talking to him at all I was starting to feel a bit more myself. I saw him today & it was good (as it usually is when I crack and end up saying I need at least a few days of a break) I feel BETTER from the interaction which is pretty rare so maybe that's just what I have to keep doing with him or something. Some people really do just need to be beaten over the head with the message "f---ing respect me or else!" ugh I hate having to go to such an extreme before the message is received though, you took the words right outta my mouth when you said the thing about it taking a toll on me, it definitely does sometimes.
Anyway this is pretty long & the main thing I wanted to post was to let you guys know that I finally finished the numbers collages for you so I will post them here now, hope you guys like them!
This is yours MBG, hope you like it
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And also, great advice! I've talked to him about all of that & told him already that that's what I need (more than once) but sometimes I am starting to wonder how much he actually does care, or maybe "respect" is the better word. But ya I think the break we took the other day was good, even after just 1 day of not seeing or talking to him at all I was starting to feel a bit more myself. I saw him today & it was good (as it usually is when I crack and end up saying I need at least a few days of a break) I feel BETTER from the interaction which is pretty rare so maybe that's just what I have to keep doing with him or something. Some people really do just need to be beaten over the head with the message "f---ing respect me or else!" ugh I hate having to go to such an extreme before the message is received though, you took the words right outta my mouth when you said the thing about it taking a toll on me, it definitely does sometimes.Anyway this is pretty long & the main thing I wanted to post was to let you guys know that I finally finished the numbers collages for you so I will post them here now, hope you guys like them!
This is yours MBG, hope you like it
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