Empathy Only TW?

[Astrid78]

This is never going to end, things are never going to get better, I will never be worth more than my desire to die, the only time anyone cares is when I am suicidal. Wish I had the money to obtain the only sure method of ctb.
Tired of the pain

 

[iloverachel]

I am so sorry you have been suffering for so long
I wish theres a way to help

 

[zythalore]

You have a lot of worth here and I do genuinely care (regardless if you are feeling suicidal or not). It's enough for me to feel better whenever I see you liking or replying to my post/messages.

 

[Windhover]

I wish things were better @Astrid78 .
If only I could, I'd send comfort in real life right now. And peace, and something like a ... a source of power, a walk on a path around a cool lake in the mountains with ospreys & a creek flowing in.

 

[Astrid78]

I am so sorry you have been suffering for so long
I wish theres a way to help

Thank you, you'd think I'd be used to it by now.

 

[Astrid78]

I wish things were better @Astrid78 .
If only I could, I'd send comfort in real life right now. And peace, and something like a ... a source of power, a walk on a path around a cool lake in the mountains with ospreys & a creek flowing in.

I had to look up ospreys, beautiful bird, I find comfort coming on here, reading the replies.

 

[Astrid78]

You have a lot of worth here and I do genuinely care (regardless if you are feeling suicidal or not). It's enough for me to feel better whenever I see you liking or replying to my post/messages.

Thank you. I wish I could say more but I just don't have the words to describe how I feel right now.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

@Astrid78 is there a particular reason you are feeling so bad? Or do these feelings come up regardless of circumstance?

 

[Astrid78]

@Astrid78 is there a particular reason you are feeling so bad? Or do these feelings come up regardless of circumstance?

they are always there, sometimes it gets worse sometimes its not so bad.

 

[AvidFan]

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I don't know quite what else to say right now, I feel your pain and wish I could make it go away. Sending you

 

[Astrid78]

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I don't know quite what else to say right now, I feel your pain and wish I could make it go away. Sending you

thank you so much, just getting a reply is enough for me to feel better.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

they are always there, sometimes it gets worse sometimes its not so bad.

Sorry it's always there. We are always here for you

 

[Astrid78]

Sorry it's always there. We are always here for you

I'm begining to realize that, still unsure what to do with it, people have never said such nice things to be when I get like this, at best its shrugged off, ignored, at worse I'm yelled at and man handled.