Thank you. I needed that so much. Its so endearing knowing that people care for me. I am trying so hard today to keep my s**t together but finding it hard at the moment.
I must survive as I have no other choice apart from the final commitment. I dont want to go but when YOU have no control of your life what choice do YOU have. My life is being dangled around by a third party. I feel that I am battling everyday with people who decide my fate. My fate is not in my hands no longer but again I must find the strength to live for each day. I want people to read and realise who much I suffered with no thoughts of revenge to anyone.
One thing I have learnt about life is to live and let live. I am writing from the heart not knowing if I am not going to be here tomorrow. If not then people need to know how much I suffered without any malice. I learn that I must be the better person and forgive the people who I have hurt. I am not or wishing redemption but just writing my thoughts in realtime.
Again as ever.. I must bang my fists to the ground and draw more inner strength to live today, tonorrow and the next day. I know that I must keep fighting for my life. It very simple as #lifematters.
Please everyone draw strength from me and simply learn as I continue to surive then SO CAN YOU.
I keep my word, my story will continue as its very important to do.