I know this is my depression talking (plus my anger/hurt and possibly the vodka. But what’s the point of eating well, working out and being sober? If I’m fat no one’s attracted to me, if I’m skinny and muscular no one’s attracted to me. If I’m sober I have no relief from my mental pain. I know I’m gonna wake up in the morning and hate that I posted this but I’m pissed and I needed to get it out. Why? I don’t know because nothings gonna change. My life needs to end and that’s all there is to it.
