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[JMG]

I just don't like the idea of anyone having to suffer, especially when we haven't done anything wrong. I have a friend I've known since I was young and she said the same thing, she didn't understand why bad things happened all her life when she didn't deserve them. Now she is getting married to a good guy and seems happier, and I hope that things will change around for us as well. I live close enough to Canada but on the other side of the country though I feel like you can choose your family because sometimes people who aren't related to you are closer and treat you better than those who are.

Aw that is really kind and caring of you, and I feel the same about not liking the idea of anyone having to suffer either, especially when they haven't done anything wrong. Ya I think many people have a hard time understanding "why" bad things happen to those who don't deserve them, but it feels like a bit of an impossible question to answer. I hope at the end of our lives that we at least get to find out the reason why everything happened as it did. That's great that she's getting married to a good guy and seems happier. I hope things will change around for us as well too for sure

Lol ya I wish I at least lived closer to the part of the continent that you live, one of the only good parts of living in my province is that the weather here is much more mild than the rest of the country. But ya otherwise it's a bit of a disaster and seems in a lot of ways that the other provinces are better and a lot more affordable to live in. There is too much greed in my province I think. I guess it is just tough times though and there aren't really any "easy answers" in terms of getting things to be a bit more fair/balanced. Hopefully one day it will improve and that there will be no more homeless people though at least. There is no reason that should be a situation for ANYONE living in a first world country imo. Anyway yup you're right that you can choose your family and that sometimes they treat you better than those you are related to.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Aw that is really kind and caring of you, and I feel the same about not liking the idea of anyone having to suffer either, especially when they haven't done anything wrong. Ya I think many people have a hard time understanding "why" bad things happen to those who don't deserve them, but it feels like a bit of an impossible question to answer. I hope at the end of our lives that we at least get to find out the reason why everything happened as it did. That's great that she's getting married to a good guy and seems happier. I hope things will change around for us as well too for sure

Lol ya I wish I at least lived closer to the part of the continent that you live, one of the only good parts of living in my province is that the weather here is much more mild than the rest of the country. But ya otherwise it's a bit of a disaster and seems in a lot of ways that the other provinces are better and a lot more affordable to live in. There is too much greed in my province I think. I guess it is just tough times though and there aren't really any "easy answers" in terms of getting things to be a bit more fair/balanced. Hopefully one day it will improve and that there will be no more homeless people though at least. There is no reason that should be a situation for ANYONE living in a first world country imo. Anyway yup you're right that you can choose your family and that sometimes they treat you better than those you are related to.

Yeah, she was in an abusive marriage but thankfully she ended up meeting a guy who treats her well. So I feel that things can change around for anyone and get better eventually. I'm glad the weather is milder there than in other places. It tends to be mild here at this time of year, and the winters haven't been as cold lately. I hope that you can find a place that is cheaper, even if you have to move at some point. I wish things were more affordable all over.

 

[MisterBGone]

Some Underground Construsction... . . . ~*~

 

[mosaic hearts]

Reading & posting here, hahaha.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Trying to find ways to get better sleep

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Listening to the "Red" album by Taylor Swift and trying to find ways to alleviate my arm pain.

 

[JMG]

Yeah, she was in an abusive marriage but thankfully she ended up meeting a guy who treats her well. So I feel that things can change around for anyone and get better eventually. I'm glad the weather is milder there than in other places. It tends to be mild here at this time of year, and the winters haven't been as cold lately. I hope that you can find a place that is cheaper, even if you have to move at some point. I wish things were more affordable all over.

Oh wow, sorry to hear she was in an abusive marriage but I’m really glad she’s with a great guy now. Always happy to hear about those “happy ending” stories for sure Gives me so much hope. Yup you’re right that things can change around for anyone and get better eventually, when I am really deep down in those down kinds of moods then my kind can get so panicky about it like “omfg when is it gonna be better, is it ever gonna be better, I don’t think it ever will be so I am just doomed to feel like this forever whyy” ugh ya it gets too dramatic sometimes for sure lol. Always such a relief when those miserable moods release me from their evil clutches for sure

Anyway thanks, me too with the milder weather, glad it’s pretty mild for you there too. Glad the winters haven’t been as cold too, that’s great Thanks for wishing me luck to be able to find a more affordable place if I ever have to move again, and ya I feel the same with wishing things in general were more affordable.

I know I already said it in another thread, but I wish you lotsa luck with sleeping better tonight and with having less/no pain soon

 

[JMG]

Currently just reading some stuff on here, contemplating whether to do a diary post, and also trying not to worry about the rest of the very tedious gifting I have to do in my game in a bit. I enjoy giving the gifts to my friends and helping them in the game of course, just wish there was a quicker way to do it than “one by one” when you have nearly 500 friends then ya it ends up taking a while, I kinda dread doing it but don’t want them to delete me for being a deadbeat/non-gifting friend lol :p

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh wow, sorry to hear she was in an abusive marriage but I’m really glad she’s with a great guy now. Always happy to hear about those “happy ending” stories for sure Gives me so much hope. Yup you’re right that things can change around for anyone and get better eventually, when I am really deep down in those down kinds of moods then my kind can get so panicky about it like “omfg when is it gonna be better, is it ever gonna be better, I don’t think it ever will be so I am just doomed to feel like this forever whyy” ugh ya it gets too dramatic sometimes for sure lol. Always such a relief when those miserable moods release me from their evil clutches for sure

Anyway thanks, me too with the milder weather, glad it’s pretty mild for you there too. Glad the winters haven’t been as cold too, that’s great Thanks for wishing me luck to be able to find a more affordable place if I ever have to move again, and ya I feel the same with wishing things in general were more affordable.

I know I already said it in another thread, but I wish you lotsa luck with sleeping better tonight and with having less/no pain soon

Yeah she's been through enough for sure, sadly I know lots of people who have. I don't think it's dramatic, sometimes the pain can be overwhelming and you tend to overthink and spiral, but yes there's always the thought that things can get better eventually and that's something that keeps me going. I hope that your friends won't delete you from their list, I don't think they will though. But yeah it can be tedious to give gifts individually when you have lots of people following you.

 

[JMG]

Yeah she's been through enough for sure, sadly I know lots of people who have. I don't think it's dramatic, sometimes the pain can be overwhelming and you tend to overthink and spiral, but yes there's always the thought that things can get better eventually and that's something that keeps me going. I hope that your friends won't delete you from their list, I don't think they will though. But yeah it can be tedious to give gifts individually when you have lots of people following you.

Aw sorry to hear you know lotsa people who have been through lots of unpleasant and challenging things. I am always wishing that things will get better for people for sure.

Thanks for saying you don’t think my mind is dramatic to get panicky like that when I get in an especially down/painful kind of hopeless mood like that. Ya I am usually pretty good about “hanging on” to those comforting rays of hope that things will get better, but sometimes those down moods block out pretty much any/all hope. Guess I was feeling especially rejected today cos my rl friend didn’t even text or call me to tell me if he was still gonna be going to this place that’s an hour away and staying there overnight. Like usually he does so I was just feeling like he doesn’t care about me or something. I’m trying to be compassionate cos I know he’s going through a lot but I’m definitely not feeling very cared about by him these days. Just need to be especially gentle with myself and give myself some “self-care” too. I am glad I decided to talk about it a bit here with you too though, definitely feeling much better and like less of a reject for sure, so thank you, truly You really are a great and loyal friend.

Anyway, I’m glad that the thought of things getting better helps keep you going when you feel down. Aw thanks, ya most of my friends are understanding about not always being able to send them those gifts “every day”, and it’s pretty rare that people delete me thankfully

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Aw sorry to hear you know lotsa people who have been through lots of unpleasant and challenging things. I am always wishing that things will get better for people for sure.

Thanks for saying you don’t think my mind is dramatic to get panicky like that when I get in an especially down/painful kind of hopeless mood like that. Ya I am usually pretty good about “hanging on” to those comforting rays of hope that things will get better, but sometimes those down moods block out pretty much any/all hope. Guess I was feeling especially rejected today cos my rl friend didn’t even text or call me to tell me if he was still gonna be going to this place that’s an hour away and staying there overnight. Like usually he does so I was just feeling like he doesn’t care about me or something. I’m trying to be compassionate cos I know he’s going through a lot but I’m definitely not feeling very cared about by him these days. Just need to be especially gentle with myself and give myself some “self-care” too. I am glad I decided to talk about it a bit here with you too though, definitely feeling much better and like less of a reject for sure, so thank you, truly You really are a great and loyal friend.

Anyway, I’m glad that the thought of things getting better helps keep you going when you feel down. Aw thanks, ya most of my friends are understanding about not always being able to send them those gifts “every day”, and it’s pretty rare that people delete me thankfully

I think a lot of people in the world have dealt with some bad things, but hopefully things will get better in the future and none of us will have to worry about any of that again. I know those moods can be intense, but even if you can't see any hope for yourself at those points, just try to remember that there are people out there who care about you and believe in you. I'm sorry to hear that your friend didn't text you, I hope that he will text you and explain things so that you won't feel bad. Thank you, I think you are a great and loyal friend as well.

 

[JMG]

I think a lot of people in the world have dealt with some bad things, but hopefully things will get better in the future and none of us will have to worry about any of that again. I know those moods can be intense, but even if you can't see any hope for yourself at those points, just try to remember that there are people out there who care about you and believe in you. I'm sorry to hear that your friend didn't text you, I hope that he will text you and explain things so that you won't feel bad. Thank you, I think you are a great and loyal friend as well.

Yup, for sure with many people having dealt with some bad things in their lives. I feel the same with hoping it gets better in the future so that most (if not “all”) of the biggest things that many people worry about today will no longer be a thing we ever have to worry about again.

Thanks for being understanding about those intense kinds of moods, and also for that kind reminder of remembering that there are some people who care about me and believe in me. I will do my best to keep those things in mind next time I have a mood like that.

Thanks for what you said about my friend too with him not texting or calling me and seeming like he doesn’t care much about me these days, ya just trying to do my best to be understanding about it all. I hope he’ll call and/or text me tomorrow at least, to let me know how things went and just to show caring about still wanting to talk to me often like we usually do.

You’re welcome, and thank you for saying you think I’m a great and loyal friend too, that really means a lot to me

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yup, for sure with many people having dealt with some bad things in their lives. I feel the same with hoping it gets better in the future so that most (if not “all”) of the biggest things that many people worry about today will no longer be a thing we ever have to worry about again.

Thanks for being understanding about those intense kinds of moods, and also for that kind reminder of remembering that there are some people who care about me and believe in me. I will do my best to keep those things in mind next time I have a mood like that.

Thanks for what you said about my friend too with him not texting or calling me and seeming like he doesn’t care much about me these days, ya just trying to do my best to be understanding about it all. I hope he’ll at least call and/or text me tomorrow at least, to let me know how things went and just to show caring about still wanting to talk to me often like we usually do.

You’re welcome, and thank you for saying you think I’m a great and loyal friend too, that really means a lot to me

I'm sending lots of good and healing vibes for anyone who has had to suffer, us included, and hope that the future will be much brighter and more hopeful. I try to think of the people who care about me and the good things in my life when things get too bad or I just want to give up. It can be difficult, but that has kept me going for a long time. I hope he does contact you soon, but if he doesn't then remember that there are people who care about how you are feeling.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Eating some pumpkin spice Cheerios with sliced peaches, peanut butter toast with honey, and grape juice. I was hungry and I guess my mind thinks it's breakfast

 

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Getting ready to leave my place for my therapy session with my psychologist. I'm a little scared.

 

[MisterBGone]

Getting ready to leave my place for my therapy session with my psychologist. I'm a little scared.

Hope it went okay...

 

[mosaic hearts]

Hope it went okay...

Hi @MisterBGone. It was really hard. I'm recovering from the stress of it. Thank you for thinking of. Hugs .

 

[MisterBGone]

Hi @MisterBGone. It was really hard. I'm recovering from the stress of it. Thank you for thinking of. Hugs .

I'm sorry, those can be really tough, sometimes. . .

 

[JMG]

I'm sending lots of good and healing vibes for anyone who has had to suffer, us included, and hope that the future will be much brighter and more hopeful. I try to think of the people who care about me and the good things in my life when things get too bad or I just want to give up. It can be difficult, but that has kept me going for a long time. I hope he does contact you soon, but if he doesn't then remember that there are people who care about how you are feeling.

Thank you for sending those good and healing vibes to us and all others who have had to suffer in some way, it is very appreciated and also needed right now. My rl friend finally texted and called me again today so that also helped me feel at least a bit more accepted and cared about, and like less of a reject.

Anyway, I’m also sending those good and healing vibes to us and everyone else, and hope that the future will be much brighter and more hopeful too Yup I also try to keep my mind focused on the good people who truly care about me and send them lotsa positive vibes of loving gratitude. And also like you said with just focusing on appreciating all the good things in my life, period. If nothing else, my life is definitely far better here in a first world country than one that…isn’t a first world country. It could easily be a lot worse. I feel the same about it being difficult but that it can/does help a person keep going when they feel like giving up. Thank you again for your kind and caring words of reassurance, they are appreciated a lot Hope you are having a good day too.

Eating some pumpkin spice Cheerios with sliced peaches, peanut butter toast with honey, and grape juice. I was hungry and I guess my mind thinks it's breakfast

Sounds yummy

 

[JMG]

Reading on here a bit, and talking to my friend on the phone. After I’m done with those things, will be playing my fave game and trying to get a lot more caught up with it.