What are you currently doing?

[rojomi]

trying to figure out what to do while this DREADFUL year ends.

 

[neverdie]

Playing W.O.W. on one puter while chatting on other puter and watching some scifi movie on tv, waiting for ppl to call to wish me a happy new year, but I aint holding my breath

 

[ggg456]

so i'm giving you the signal that you're free to talk to me whenever you are ready. :hug:

 

[FoReVeR LoSt]

listening to music, gonna go get ready!! I'm gonna go to a party-woooo :biggrin: I'll try not to end up outside, not even knowing what i'm doing...

 

[ithuriel]

my friend just dropped me off at my house , i stayed with him and his family overnight.:smile:

 

[ggg456]

Without this technology we wouldn't have seen each other..

I woke up with my mother and sister arguing about contraception (she stayed with her boyfriend last night) the thought of her doing things with someone called 'snakey' or 'snake eyes' :laugh: just makes me vomit..errgh.

 

[ggg456]

I'm very fluent and chatty in quiet environments. The more noise/distraction there is the more I block up- I just block (I can't get words out) and the only sentence I can say in frustration is "Forget it, I don't know." Although I like singing/chanting to myself outside to other noises...I'm alright then. I saw a great speech therapist around the time I was first referred to mental health services (the first psychiatrist I had also had a stutter- he said I was "hot", (WTF?!). after questioning, I found out he meant 'astute') and I pretty much became fluent very quickly with her technique and approach- she said she hadn't seen a person make so much progress so quickly.

 

[*dilligaf*]

watching vikki play the ps2 and talking to natalie

 

[zoebaby]

just came in, I took a nice walk, now Im going to clean my house and sort through laundry

 

[~PinkElephants~]

having a threeway with terry and john. :blink::unsure:


conversation people...conversation

 

[JohnADreams]

She talk durty.:sad:

 

[theleastofthese]

not drinking:smile:

 

[Shadowplay]

Thinking thoughts.

 

[rojomi]

Trying to convince myself I exist.

 

[Snooze]

chewing on my t-shirt and thinking about going to bed

*yawnies*

 

[nedflanders]

Reading suicideforum.com. Why do you ask?

 

[ggg456]

Finding my life very funny...this situation is just funny, don't you think?

I'm feeling slightly better than yesterday. A lot of 'hospital feelings' were coming back. I did leave that hospital shouting and swearing and in a state... it wasn't good.

There was a man whose "delusions" were very interesting to listen to. He was very friendly to me. He thought that 'muslims' were about to get his children and cut them up and put them into tinned lamb curry and that he had to tie his children on to a leash. He feared a take over. These anxieties were cast off by nurses and patients as 'delusional' and 'mad' but they were interesting because they were very 'not-delusional' and I could understand them as it was linked to the world, it was like looking into a painting...

 

[Panther]

using the internet cos i'm struggling to sleep well atm, not sure why but hey..

 

[zoebaby]

just came home from grocery shopping, cleaning putting away groceries, gosh my life is so exciting!:giggle::sf: and maybe I'll read awhile

 

[gentlelady]

watching super nanny.