What are you currently doing?

[ggg456]

I have too much enerrrrrrrrgy

 

[WhyMeWhy]

I'm smokin a cigarrette :smoke:

 

[ggg456]

:Jumpy: I really don't know where I'm heading here. I think I'm heading to places that I don't know about................:laugh: No wonder I scare people off, I've scared my sister and mother off into the corners of the house.

 

[FoReVeR LoSt]

listening to the new Seether cd, it's pretty good!!

probably should go to bed soon...

 

[~PinkElephants~]

figuring otu what to do with a certain situation. ><

 

[Lead Savior]

World of warcraft

 

[ggg456]

Do a google on "beyond survival: the schizophrenia myth" . I like that. And I think you've got the idea again...my process of healing is going to involve some escape/letting go/letting things happen naturally (hopefully not too dangerously) in some way and I need to get off the internet and get back to you when I'm feeling better/calmer/safer. x

If you remember me telling you "I've got a lot inside that I'm not going to destroy." When I came out of hospital I knew that a) I'm not destroying my feelings (they weren't sexual. I know I come across as a nutcase here) for you through anorexia, whether you want them or not, whether you try and 'kill' my feelings-my existence, they and I will still be around. b) I'm not going to destroy my feelings of anger at what I've lived/live in (I wasn't seriously wanting to kill people on Oxford street though :wink: I was just furious )

 

[theleastofthese]

I'm wondering why I've allowed myself to be drunk at 8:30 in the morning.:sad::sad: wondering why such a loser as myself can still be alive.

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

I'm wondering why I've allowed myself to be drunk at 8:30 in the morning.:sad::sad: wondering why such a loser as myself can still be alive.

:hug:

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

Crying..

 

[*dilligaf*]

sitting in chat and watching tv

 

[bunny]

watching the clock tick....wishing it would stop

 

[FoReVeR LoSt]

wishing i could get into chat, i don't know why java won't let me download the newest version...i'm freaking out

and i'm listening to music

 

[ggg456]

:yawn:

 

[gentlelady]

Drinking Diet Coke and wishing I could have slept.

 

[ithuriel]

watching anime vids and listening to music

 

[FoReVeR LoSt]

talking on msn, listening to music and might play guitar

 

[WhyMeWhy]

I'm currently listening to MM and waiting for my negative emotions to subside....today is not one of my better days. I'm trying to fight the urges, the urge to prepare for my inevitable demise. As for actually "doing" anything, well, I suppose I'm currently typing on a keyboard. I actually have nothing to do :sad:

 

[ggg456]

Looking at the picture of my sister on the fireplace thingy..

They didn't notice that I took my secondary school picture down and tore it up, no. Absolutely no questions asked about my missing picture :rolleyes:

 

[*dilligaf*]

watching tv and trying to find out where that BLOODY SQUEAKING is coming from