I'm also scared you're going to say, that you're going to leave me. That you can't deal with me. But I hope I've reassured you that a) I've heard your fear of me leaving you and I won't ever do that- you have my flurry of posts here to speak (I hope you don't see them/me/my love as a 'trap.' You can leave whenever you want, you can tell me when you want your space, when you want to be alone when you want and I'll respect that. If you do leave me for good I'll be very upset and broken, but I won't kill myself, so don't worry. You are free with me.)
b) I'm a lot better mentally and physically and I'm taking care of myself so I don't expect you to look after me although you have been doing that by just being there and communicating with me in your own way.
I'm just scared mainly to do with flashbacks and hospital. :dunno: