i'm thinking about you. i'm thinking about the time i heard this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcxXJzDwzIE
the emotional intensity in those weeks when we were right next to each other was unbearable. a lot of that intensity is coming back but i'm using it better, it isn't destroying me anymore- it's making me live- you planted that seed when you said you loved me, i grew and i'm holding you up in the sky.
that song sounds so much like what i wrote about that tree in my garden that fell down.
if you want to know if i'm really waking up- i am.
'immerse yourself in love'
it's the only thing that's left.
have you seen the way a flock of birds (i generally say birds) fly and swoop, sometimes, individual ones- very unpredictably? they are like me on my rollerskates. that's what you did to me. that's what you've done and keep doing to me. that's what i've wanted for
so long to happen to me....you made that happen.