The main reason that I have not already commited suicide is because of my fear of being reincarnated/reborn right back here all over again.
That I do not want. While at the exact same time I don't want to continue on with this pathetic existence that people call life.
I feel screwed either way honestly. After death, I would wish for nothing but eternal peace or to continue on a better place as a spirit. Thats what I would like anyways.
That I do not want. While at the exact same time I don't want to continue on with this pathetic existence that people call life.
I feel screwed either way honestly. After death, I would wish for nothing but eternal peace or to continue on a better place as a spirit. Thats what I would like anyways.