I miss bieng my old self who was happy and content with his friends and his life and wasnt afraid to be himself or be bold.
And I truely miss my short time at college I had while I was there I had the best time of my life. I was happy I had true friends and just belonged.
Then all ended after going into serious Depression (inherited by my father) then just carried on into other things and here I am.
Its funny how life has a funny way of turning out different. If I was a kid again in College and my future self came back to see me and said to me "Curt in 10 years your going to be truely f**ked in the head. Bogged down and incapacitated by mental illness." lol i'd laugh yet be truely sad.
And I truely miss my short time at college I had while I was there I had the best time of my life. I was happy I had true friends and just belonged.
Then all ended after going into serious Depression (inherited by my father) then just carried on into other things and here I am.
Its funny how life has a funny way of turning out different. If I was a kid again in College and my future self came back to see me and said to me "Curt in 10 years your going to be truely f**ked in the head. Bogged down and incapacitated by mental illness." lol i'd laugh yet be truely sad.