Everyone keeps telling me that everything im feeling will heal in time, but im sick of giving things time. I dont want to give n e more time. im tired of sitting bac jsut waiting for things to change, i just wish i could do something to make it all work out.
Things r going a bit better between my ex and i...it feels good but i dont kno if it mind end up being worse. By him showing that he cares, hes giving me hope that we can b together again. And i dont kno if that will happen. i dont want to get that mentallity then end up where i was when we first broke up.
I have made huge plans for valentines day. Im making him a dvd wit photos and saying thats we like, and its got 'our song' playing in the background. Im also planning to tkae him out to dinner and im taking him to see a live stand up comedian that he likes aswell. I kno he will like and appreciate the present but i guess im hoping that he will change his mind and realise that he doesnt want to b without me. beause at the moment it seems like he is in denial, he wants time apart but he realyl does miss me. I dont kno if this is reality or weather its just my wishful thinking.
Im scared because ive rested my hopes on valentines day, and if nothing comes of it i dont feel as if i will b able to go on in life. At the moment, the small bit of hope i have for that day is what is keeping me going.
Im so scared that he will never b mine again! i cant live without him! I need to do soemthing to get him bac. What can i do? :sad:
Things r going a bit better between my ex and i...it feels good but i dont kno if it mind end up being worse. By him showing that he cares, hes giving me hope that we can b together again. And i dont kno if that will happen. i dont want to get that mentallity then end up where i was when we first broke up.
I have made huge plans for valentines day. Im making him a dvd wit photos and saying thats we like, and its got 'our song' playing in the background. Im also planning to tkae him out to dinner and im taking him to see a live stand up comedian that he likes aswell. I kno he will like and appreciate the present but i guess im hoping that he will change his mind and realise that he doesnt want to b without me. beause at the moment it seems like he is in denial, he wants time apart but he realyl does miss me. I dont kno if this is reality or weather its just my wishful thinking.
Im scared because ive rested my hopes on valentines day, and if nothing comes of it i dont feel as if i will b able to go on in life. At the moment, the small bit of hope i have for that day is what is keeping me going.
Im so scared that he will never b mine again! i cant live without him! I need to do soemthing to get him bac. What can i do? :sad: