i feel like a complete loser, failure, loner, just everything bad. I can't seem to keep friends if i can manage to find some. Everything around me makes me depressed, getting up in the morning, being @ work, thinking that everyone hates me (it was proven today), it's just so hard I just want to be normal again, i want to be happy, i want to be everything i'm not I want to be able to have fun I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE