Aw well just wanted to let you know that you'd never annoy me, especially not for "apologizing". And I don't think there's really such a thing as "apologizing too much" because there are some people who never bother to apologize at all. That is far worse imo. Aw well I think when people say "you don't have anything to apologize for" that they are maybe just trying to be nice and also reassuring to you (like saying "hey, please don't worry, ok?" kind of thing). But ya I understand what you mean about trying to keep it to a minimum, me too. And yup same here that I have no problem owning up to something if I do something wrong. Glad you agree it's easier to communicate in writing, and that you understand about having more time to think about what you want to say and how you want to say it. Lol ikr with making a mistake and that in person you can't do that. I just hate it when I seem to jumble up my words when talking sometimes. So glad it doesn't happen when writing/typing
I don't mind seeing swears in things either, but yup I understand that it isn't a thing that's very "expected". That kinda makes them more fun and funny to me though but that's just my opinion of course. Aw ya I am very glad it's been helpful to talk about things here too, and I'm sorry to hear you were feeling alone when you couldn't sleep. I hate feeling that way most of the time as well. Yup exactly about reminding yourself that there ARE people who care and you aren't alone, I'm so happy to read you say that you remind yourself about that, very important for sure

I try hard to remind myself of that as well and to block out my bitchy stepwench's words all those years ago (when I was about 13 or 14 years old) when she said no one "really" cared about me or loved me. Ya she is quite a miserable person for sure and I kinda pity her more than anything.
Aw I'm sorry to hear there were people who weren't appreciating you Witty

I hope I have never come across like I didn't appreciate your efforts because I definitely always do. I know I don't always reply back very quickly (certainly not as quickly as you always do) but please never think that means I don't appreciate your efforts or anything like that, because like I said, I always do, very much


That's horrible that people were shitty to you after, but I understand that it is making you not want to help them and to just let them do it on their own or figure something else out. Sometimes people don't end up leaving us much choice unfortunately, and it is very important to also take care of yourself and your own needs as well

Aw no worries about the journal thing Witty, I love it!

I mean I love reading about what is new with you, always hoping you're doing well/feeling good of course and am not "happy" to see if you are feeling upset or things like that...anyway I'm guessing you know what I meant when I said I love that this is like "another journal" for you lol

Sorry to hear you had an earache and that now you have a stuffy nose and scratchy throat, that sucks

I really hope you'll be feeling better soon!