Aw, well I think that is really fun and shows that you’ve always been very unique and enjoying doing your own thing, which is awesome!

I wish more people would be that way, they would probably be much happier instead of always being so caught up in “conforming to the norm” which is usually kinda bland and boring imo lol
That’s cool you wear more normal and subdued colors these days though, ya we just go through phases in life too I guess. It’s fun to try lotsa diff kinds of things til you find what you like the most though. Damn, just realized I should probably try to take my own advice with this kind of thing lol, I definitely tend to “write myself off” before trying much with some things, especially related to social kinds of things. Am always quick to think everyone is gonna resent my very existence every bit as much as my wonderful stepwitch always has, need to make more effort to tell THOSE thoughts to f-off too for sure, lol.
Anyway omg sorry, seem to be in quite a “chatty” mood today lol (was gonna say “I don’t know why, but I do - it’s extreme worrying, guilt and just a LOT of anxious energy about various things right now, the more I type the more distance I seem to get from those very uncomfortable feelings), but ok - thanks for the info about Surge, sounds like it would maybe be good.