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that it would be so much easier if I no longer existed.
I wouldn't have to study for finals.
I wouldn't have to face my parents again.
I wouldn't have to deal with intrusive memories and intrusive thoughts
This will probably be my last post for awhile. I have severe depression and suffer with PTSD and low self esteem due to being abused for 3 and half years. I got out of a abusive relationship and I'm easily triggered by things. Everyone keeps suggesting that I go out...