soul search

Dealing with my newborn illness, anxiety disorder, and previous one, Hallucinosis. I'm limiting myself to be, I take medicine and practice mindfulness and prayers, and just be with this feeling. I've been feeling it for months without interruption and I just let it go, let go of what I didn't...

I feel sort of confused today. Some flashbacks merge with the illusion of the future. Expectations become overshadowed by pessimism, hope wrestles with scepticism. A strange mix of all feelings that guide nowhere. I have been wanting to try meditation for a long time now. Maybe it could...