Venting Becoming a sad and bitter person later on in life and ending up looking back on this time with BITTERNESS!!!!

[Tracie-1984]

I am waiting for this year, next year, and the year after to end quickly; I don’t want to remain with this toxic family or continue living in this toxic environment let alone continue living this undesirable quality of life - even though I can't bear to think what the future holds!! Between five, ten, and fifteen years from now, what's going to happen to me concerning my low mental health when I end up looking back on this year, last year, and the year before and end up being severely troubled by the many unpleasant autism-triggering life events?! What if I only end up becoming EVEN MORE severely mentally and psychologically damaged to the point of becoming even more severely depressed and being unable to cope with life at all?! What if I end up even further down a dark path to the point of turning to alcohol and becoming an alcoholic?!

 

[Lonely dude30]

I am waiting for this year, next year, and the year after to end quickly; I don’t want to remain with this toxic family or continue living in this toxic environment let alone continue living this undesirable quality of life - even though I can't bear to think what the future holds!! Between five, ten, and fifteen years from now, what's going to happen to me concerning my low mental health when I end up looking back on this year, last year, and the year before and end up being severely troubled by the many unpleasant autism-triggering life events?! What if I only end up becoming EVEN MORE severely mentally and psychologically damaged to the point of becoming even more severely depressed and being unable to cope with life at all?! What if I end up even further down a dark path to the point of turning to alcohol and becoming an alcoholic?!

Sorry to hear that. I might be an undiagnosed autistic. I only got diagnosed with depression, anxiety, alcoholism and low iq in school. Are you on disability benefits for autism?

 

[Inastorm]

Sorry to hear the frustration @Tracie-1984. What do you think would help the environment?, are you referring to people or other factors?

 

[Tracie-1984]

I am waiting for this year, next year, and the year after to end quickly; I don’t want to remain with this toxic family or continue living in this toxic environment let alone continue living this undesirable quality of life - even though I can't bear to think what the future holds!! Between five, ten, and fifteen years from now, what's going to happen to me concerning my low mental health when I end up looking back on this year, last year, and the year before and end up being severely troubled by the many unpleasant autism-triggering life events?! What if I only end up becoming EVEN MORE severely mentally and psychologically damaged to the point of becoming even more severely depressed and being unable to cope with life at all?! What if I end up even further down a dark path to the point of turning to alcohol and becoming an alcoholic?!

Message to Tracey Odeyemi About Bitterness – Why It Is a Real Psychological Concern: CONTEMPLATING HURTING MYSELF IN THE NEAR FUTURE AS A RESULT OF SEVERE DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!: [231201-000000]: https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/cou...58e4b981bd4e4c716688aef588c580#comment-167445: https://community.autism.org.uk/f/m...ntemplating-hurting-myself-in-the-near-future: https://www.autism.org.uk/my-account/account-home: No offence but you clearly have mental health issues!!!!