BPD Support Thread

[KM76710]

Well, all I know is, fuck work at this point...thats for damn sure. I went in for a week sick and it clearly did me absolutely no good. So I'm going to take as much time as I need to get better and I don't give a fuck what she or anyone else thinks at this point. Fuck if I'm going to continue to deteriorate just to keep this damn job. If she can't understand it then oh fucking well.

Absolutely. With just a few exceptions the only person you can always depend on for your well being is yourself, and probably almost never anybody at work. They may mouth the words but the intent from them is unmistakable.

 

[Aurelia]

Absolutely. With just a few exceptions the only person you can always depend on for your well being is yourself, and probably almost never anybody at work. They may mouth the words but the intent from them is unmistakable.

True. She didn't know what I had or how bad I was and still told me to come in. Said "it sounded like a cold" just because indidnt have a fever at the time...as if a fever makes all the difference when I sound like I'm coughing up a lung...

But now I DO have a fever, and throwing up, constantly losing fluids, so surely, that's not a good sign. I couldn't even get out of bed all day FFS. Felt weak as hell, achy, and like I got hit by a truck. And I'm not coming in just because she's understaffed and needs someone there, so much so that apparently it's worth it to risk getting everyone else sick to her too.

It's like guess what, if I get the rest of your employees sick, then you'll REALLY be understaffed...

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Btw I think I'm a bad friend because I can't convince someone not to die. It's their choice but I still suck at being a friend.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

When guys complain about women not wanting them for their height, it's like bitch, I don't care if you're from the lollipop guild, just don't be a dick. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I was reading on here about eating quesadillas when drunk....now I want to make some. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

The pan is dirty though, and I'm too drunk to wash it. haha

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I ate a sandwich but I'm still hungry. So I'll scrounge something else up before I sleep.

 

[Aurelia]

Btw I think I'm a bad friend because I can't convince someone not to die. It's their choice but I still suck at being a friend.

Would I be a bad person if I couldn't convince someone not to jump off a bridge? This is essentially the same thing.

 

[Aurelia]

When guys complain about women not wanting them for their height, it's like bitch, I don't care if you're from the lollipop guild, just don't be a dick. lol

To be honest, I do kind of care lol...I mean, you don't have to be 6 foot, but at least be the same height or taller than I am (5'4+)...

 

[Aurelia]

The new Chucky series on Peacock is funny as shit, btw. Almost done watching it and fucking love it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Would I be a bad person if I couldn't convince someone not to jump off a bridge? This is essentially the same thing.

True, but I don't want anything to happen to those I care about. I'd feel so damn guilty if it did

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

To be honest, I do kind of care lol...I mean, you don't have to be 6 foot, but at least be the same height or taller than I am (5'4+)...

Yeah, I can see your point. I need someone who can reach the top shelf, because I sure as hell can't. haha

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

The new Chucky series on Peacock is funny as shit, btw. Almost done watching it and fucking love it.

That looks pretty good. I see it listed on demand so I might check it out.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Ok, so I'm going to stop drinking again, and hope it sticks. I feel sick as hell from last night's binge, and can't keep doing that to myself.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My mom is spitting up blood and stuff, so yeah, that's even more of an impetus to stop. I don't want to end up like her.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Well, shit. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My mom got mad because I didn't do the dishes, even though I feel like ass. So she was mad that she even had to do a few of them. She was like "I probably have cancer" and she hasn't even had a checkup in more than a year. If you don't like doing chores, that's on you, but don't make up shit like that to get out of doing it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I wonder how many of us have narcissistic mothers. Seems like there might be a connection between that and developing BPD>

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm reading all this stuff to my mom, and she keeps denying that it sounds just like her. lol

 

[Aves]

I wonder how many of us have narcissistic mothers. Seems like there might be a connection between that and developing BPD>

My Mum doesn’t seem to have many narcissistic traits but there are a lot of narcissists on her side of the family. I think there’s a big connection in our family with narcissism, bpd, and childhood trauma that has been passed through the generations.