This is how I know my BPD is still with me after all these years and may always be here. An ebay package came up missing today, says it was delivered but it wasn't. I know ebay will honor it but it really drops my mood. And then it is one thing after another that will trigger me for the rest of the day to where I feel hopeless and depressed and like giving up. Two things already followed the missing package and I am absolutely despondent now.
