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BPD Support Thread

Aurelia

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Desperate marketing companies annoy the fuck out of me, dude. They called me, I hung up on them, and next thing I know they send me an email that I "passed the interview". This was followed by 20 some more emails about signing offer documents. And the last one said that I was basically being irresponsible by taking so long to sign their documents and to act quickly because there is "big competition" for the role. So this was what I wrote back:

You guys are clearly desperate and no one wants to work for a desperate company. In fact, it sounds like a total scam. I would think it would be common sense that I'm not interested if I haven't responded to your 20 some e-mails and calls. No company worth working for would ever bother trying so hard. Good luck finding a "candidate" for your neverending vacancy that you call big competition.
 

Aurelia

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Yeah, my instant thought when I read that was that he was lying. Man... free drugs is one of the things I miss from my ex. lol
Plus, he left me fucking fiending and miserable this past time and took my money that I gave him to get us both more to spend on dope. And then disappeared for a day which made my already excruciating anxiety that much worse. So why the fuck should I accommodate him if he won't even do what's necessary for himself to stay alive at this point?
 

Aurelia

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SF Supporter
His excuse was he didn't want to sit in the ER without it. I was like wtf is the difference between you sitting in the ER or at home like you are now? At least there you'd be safe and I'd get the benzo to you asap when I come visit, but if you won't even bother, then no. I won't bother either.
 

Gwyrdd

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Honestly, he does sound very similar to my ex. Mine was slightly more reliable when it came to his own wellbeing, because he was in love with himself, but he would do similar shit until he realized it wasn't gonna make me for sorry for him. They aren't worth our feelings, but we care nonetheless in the end, unfortunately.
 

Aurelia

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SF Supporter
Honestly, he does sound very similar to my ex. Mine was slightly more reliable when it came to his own wellbeing, because he was in love with himself, but he would do similar shit until he realized it wasn't gonna make me for sorry for him. They aren't worth our feelings, but we care nonetheless in the end, unfortunately.
He's definitely in love with himself, it's just that when he's in withdrawal, he doesn't care about much of anything except getting more of whatever he's withdrawaling from. And when he's using, same thing pretty much, because he knows he has to figure out a way to get more shit first, regardless of whatever else is going on. Hence, there's never a "right" time to go take care of his health. Especially since noone would hand deliver it to him once he does go. He'd be stuck in there without it, and I know that's part of it too.
 

Aurelia

🔥 A Fire Inside 🔥
SF Supporter
Random question to my BPD family...Might seem a bit odd, actually, but hey...never claimed to be normal. ;)

What if some way, somehow, you could be in an actual romantic relationship with yourself? As in, there was literally another you, with exactly the same looks and same mindset. Would you be with them?
 

Witty_Sarcasm

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Random question to my BPD family...Might seem a bit odd, actually, but hey...never claimed to be normal. ;)

What if some way, somehow, you could be in an actual romantic relationship with yourself? As in, there was literally another you, with exactly the same looks and same mindset. Would you be with them?
No because I'm an insane pain in the ass. Lol
 

Gwyrdd

Well-Known Member
Random question to my BPD family...Might seem a bit odd, actually, but hey...never claimed to be normal. ;)

What if some way, somehow, you could be in an actual romantic relationship with yourself? As in, there was literally another you, with exactly the same looks and same mindset. Would you be with them?
Bruh... I can barely handle BEING me without getting drunk or high. I don't wanna be WITH me too.
 
Random question to my BPD family...Might seem a bit odd, actually, but hey...never claimed to be normal. ;)

What if some way, somehow, you could be in an actual romantic relationship with yourself? As in, there was literally another you, with exactly the same looks and same mindset. Would you be with them?
I actually thought about this because then, at least, there would be someone around who really understands me and whom I really understand... but the truth is I'm too much of a twat, I don't think I'd be able to stand myself. Frankly, I spend alot of my time wishing I could get away from myself as it is.
 
Lol well, then how do we expect anyone else to want to be with us if we're so sure that we can't even stand ourselves? :P
I don't, but I'm told that they just don't see the same person that I do when they look at me... and, to be honest, I've no idea whether I'd get on with the person they see because I just don't see it *dunno
 

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