BPD Support Thread

[Aurelia]

My manager printed out this 100 pg manual/assistant manager training guide for me, except I'm not allowed to take it home because it would count as working off the clock, which they don't allow. So I just took pics of every single page instead, sneakily lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My manager printed out this 100 pg manual/assistant manager training guide for me, except I'm not allowed to take it home because it would count as working off the clock, which they don't allow. So I just took pics of every single page instead, sneakily lol.

Good, then you can study it at home.

 

[Aurelia]

Good, then you can study it at home.

Yep, cause how the fuck would I have the time to read any of it at work during a 30 minute break? Thays ridiculous.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yep, cause how the fuck would I have the time to read any of it at work during a 30 minute break? Thays ridiculous.

Take up extreme speed reading

 

[Aurelia]

Take up extreme speed reading

I think this is also the first time that my husband and I haven't talked in like 4 days. I admit, I'm a bit concerned if he's okay, but also know reaching out would be a bad idea because I highly doubt he's up to anything good or anything has changed for the better. So this way is probably best.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I think this is also the first time that my husband and I haven't talked in like 4 days. I admit, I'm a bit concerned if he's okay, but also know reaching out would be a bad idea because I highly doubt he's up to anything good or anything has changed for the better. So this way is probably best.

He'd probably just guilt trip you some way if you did talk to him.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My therapist wants me to switch to virtual DBT courses because she says she's not really trained in treating BPD. So I can't help it, but I feel abandoned in a way.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I say hi to my neighbors when I pass them in the hall, to appear friendly I guess. I said hi and smiled to my cranky neighbor, and she did the same thing back.

https://c.tenor.com/8OJLtN_l5k8AAAAM/wowww-oww.gif

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Why did this remind me of your job

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

This is all me.

 

[Aurelia]

He'd probably just guilt trip you some way if you did talk to him.

Pretty much. That's what seems to keep happening, anyway. So I'll just back off, I think. It still hurts, but at least I have school and work to occupy my time and give my life some form of purpose in the meantime. I've just been trying not to think too much and occupy myself with other shit.

 

[Aurelia]

So I decided not to text work dude today, partially to see if he'd text first, but was also kind of hoping that he wouldn't, as it would make it easier for me to back off lol, but he did, in fact, text lol. So I guess so much for that...

(I mean can I help that I'm so goddamned irresistible, though? :P).

So we started talking about boxing, and then he bragged how he knows martial arts and shit lol, and offered to "show me some fighting moves" lol. Now, clearly, that would entail a lot of standing closely together and touching, and he was like, "I'll show you at work sometime when we're on break" lol. I was like um...yeah...don't really think work would be the best place for that...

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So I decided not to text work dude today, partially to see if he'd text first, but was also kind of hoping that he wouldn't, as it would make it easier for me to back off lol, but he did, in fact, text lol. So I guess so much for that...

(I mean can I help that I'm so goddamned irresistible, though? :P).

So we started talking about boxing, and then he bragged how he knows martial arts and shit lol, and offered to "show me some fighting moves" lol. Now, clearly, that would entail a lot of standing closely together and touching, and he was like, "I'll show you at work sometime when we're on break" lol. I was like um...yeah...don't really think work would be the best place for that...

Hey, I know martial arts too. No, I don't know any, but still an excuse to touch someone sexy. lol

 

[Aurelia]

Hey, I know martial arts too. No, I don't know any, but still an excuse to touch someone sexy. lol

Exactly, lol. Like, it definitely wouldn't even be a proposition if there was no sexual tension...which is kind of hot because it would be like foreplay in a way, but definitely not anywhere near work lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Exactly, lol. Like, it definitely wouldn't even be a proposition if there was no sexual tension...which is kind of hot because it would be like foreplay in a way, but definitely not anywhere near work lol.

Just make sure you don't accidentally kick him in the balls while you're training. Then foreplay is over

 

[Aurelia]

Just make sure you don't accidentally kick him in the balls while you're training. Then foreplay is over

My aim isn't the greatest now that you mention it. I think the best thing I can do is probably just pretend that conversation never happened, lol. Like, I'm really trying to go against my instincts and BPD here, but it's so difficult. :P If it gets to where we're hanging out outside of work, that'll probably be the point of no return.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My aim isn't the greatest now that you mention it. I think the best thing I can do is probably just pretend that conversation never happened, lol. Like, I'm really trying to go against my instincts and BPD here, but it's so difficult. :P If it gets to where we're hanging out outside of work, that'll probably be the point of no return.

Well, you can always learn some sweet ass fighting skills, if nothing else.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My mom burned yet another bag of popcorn. Ugh, I hate that smell. She always says it's the popcorn but she burns every damn bag she makes.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

She's like "Why does this happen with each kind I buy?" I tried to explain she's leaving it in too long, but nothing. lol

 

[Gwyrdd]

Put it in for 5 minutes, and watch it and just turn it off when it's to your liking. Not hard lol.