BPD Support Thread

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I love it when people make me feel demoralized and point out that I'm basically a failure. If I'm such a sad sack, maybe I'll just start drinking again.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Like I have to hear about how my mom does everything, and apparently I'm a loser who does nothing.

 

[Aurelia]

Hypothetically, how do I go about asking my judgy roommate for pills I know he has cuz I stole, used way more than he knows he used, all without letting him know I know he definitely has them?

LOL. There's no way of letting him know he has them without also letting him know you went through his shit. Been through this many a time as well lol.

 

[Aurelia]

just steal some more.

Sorry, I think a demon typed that.

Yeah I would say I agree lol. If there was no way of asking for them, I'd spend time thinking about ways of getting to them myself instead.

 

[Gwyrdd]

LOL. There's no way of letting him know he has them without also letting him know you went through his shit. Been through this many a time as well lol.

I just complained about my back hurting until he offered lol. I wasn't actually lying anyway, I'm pretty sure I tore something somehow lol. He seemed annoyed after that so I'm sure he noticed the amount missing, but oh well.

 

[Gwyrdd]

The downside, or maybe upside for my healths sake(?), is he now knows exactly how many are left and I can't take them indiscriminately.

 

[Aurelia]

I just complained about my back hurting until he offered lol. I wasn't actually lying anyway, I'm pretty sure I tore something somehow lol. He seemed annoyed after that so I'm sure he noticed the amount missing, but oh well.

Lol...that's so funny because I've been both on the doing and receiving end of that. Stolen pills before from others and also had my pins taken by my husband. No way of proving anything, though, and he'd always just deny it. And of course, I would do the same if it was me lol.

 

[Aurelia]

So first time that I saw closing procedures and think I did a pretty good job for my first time. Still going to take me a bit to get used to, but theirs is actually seemingly easier than other stores...either that, or maybe the people who trained me before just sucked ass at training. I also think one of the dudes working there is possibly into me...been through that whole process already and it didn't end well, so really don't want to go that route again. And of course, he's had drug issues in the past, just like the previous one. How is it that I'm a freaking magnet for drug addicts before they even know that I had drug problems as well? :P

 

[Gwyrdd]

So first time that I saw closing procedures and think I did a pretty good job for my first time. Still going to take me a bit to get used to, but theirs is actually seemingly easier than other stores...either that, or maybe the people who trained me before just sucked ass at training. I also think one of the dudes working there is possibly into me...been through that whole process already and it didn't end well, so really don't want to go that route again. And of course, he's had drug issues in the past, just like the previous one. How is it that I'm a freaking magnet for drug addicts before they even know that I had drug problems as well? :P

Being into you doesn't mean it has to be serious though You can let him BE into you, get into you, and then ditch him lmao.

Though, I'm drunk and if you work with him that might be a bad idea, ignore me lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Stayed in bed all day and night but barely got any sleep. Someone was bitching all day and night again about everything under the sun. Maybe I can actually get some sleep tomorrow when she's at work.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Being into you doesn't mean it has to be serious though You can let him BE into you, get into you, and then ditch him lmao.

Though, I'm drunk and if you work with him that might be a bad idea, ignore me lol

Hah, I really want to start drinking again. Just tired of dealing with life's bullshit.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Hah, I really want to start drinking again. Just tired of dealing with life's bullshit.

Well, I'm in no position to tell you not to really, but if you stopped for a reason I think it's best not to.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Well, I'm in no position to tell you not to really, but if you stopped for a reason I think it's best not to.

I just see this big bottle of whiskey, and want to have it with coke (the drink obviously lol)

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I don't know why I felt the need to clarify that. Just considering the thread

 

[Gwyrdd]

I just see this big bottle of whiskey, and want to have it with coke (the drink obviously lol)

No, the clarification was needed, cuz that definitely was not my first thought when you said that.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

No, the clarification was needed, cuz that definitely was not my first thought when you said that.

Lol you don't expect me to do that, but I have an addictive personality and poor impulse control, so you need to be sure.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Exactly.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I ate some bacon wrapped pork tenderloin, so that took my mind off drinking for now. :P

 

[Gwyrdd]

I ate some bacon wrapped pork tenderloin, so that took my mind off drinking for now. :P

I need food now tbh.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I need food now tbh.

Well I would make you something if I was there. But for now you'll just have to scrounge up what you can. :P