BPD Support Thread

[Gwyrdd]

A few people here have mention opioid abuse already, so I'm just wondering. Does anyone else get really angry as they wear off? Like I'm not angry THAT they're wearing off. Just get so pissed off as the effects disappear like 70% of the time. Not really sure why.

 

[Gwyrdd]

Well, this was meant to be in a DM but whatever lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I was going to say you should order a pizza, then I realized what time it is.

 

[Aurelia]

Being into you doesn't mean it has to be serious though You can let him BE into you, get into you, and then ditch him lmao.

Though, I'm drunk and if you work with him that might be a bad idea, ignore me lol

Lol, that's not typically how I do things. :P But even if I did, it would still complicate things. You're not supposed to have ANY type of relationship with your employees, especially as a supervisor. If anyone found out (and I'm a really bad liar about shit like that) one of us would end up getting transferred most likely. At my last job, pretty sure everyone suspected something was going on lol. And dumbass also went up and hugged me from behind right on camera when it was just us closing the store.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Lol, that's not typically how I do things. :P But even if I did, it would still complicate things. You're not supposed to have ANY type of relationship with your employees, especially as a supervisor. If anyone found out (and I'm a really bad liar about shit like that) one of us would end up getting transferred most likely. At my last job, pretty sure everyone suspected something was going on lol. And dumbass also went up and hugged me from behind right on camera when it was just us closing the store.

And I was gonna say, a BPD can have a casual relationship and not get obsessed? Or is that just me. Lol

 

[Aurelia]

And I was gonna say, a BPD can have a casual relationship and not get obsessed? Or is that just me. Lol

Yeah, no, I'd become obsessed for sure, lol. Always do. That's also why it's a bad idea. He may be relatively normal in that sense, except there would be nowhere to run to because we work together lol. Poor guy.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah, no, I'd become obsessed for sure, lol. Always do. That's also why it's a bad idea. He may be relatively normal in that sense, except there would be nowhere to run to because we work together lol. Poor guy.

I don't even know what casual means. For me it's all or nothing.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I need to keep occupied or else I'll start drinking, even this early.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

And I haven't eaten for several hours either, which is another reason it would be a bad idea. Yet I still have an overwhelming urge to want to do it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I told my mom I don't like reality much at times, and she said it could be worse. I explained to her what BPD does to your brain, so maybe she can understand it more.

 

[Gwyrdd]

And I was gonna say, a BPD can have a casual relationship and not get obsessed? Or is that just me. Lol

I don't normally get obsessed with my sex toys tbh I know, seeing certain people merely as tools is a bit closer to other PDs than I'd like, but love and sex have never been equivalent in my brain. You CAN have both in one person, but you don't have to.

 

[Gwyrdd]

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Yeah. "You mad?" Like yeah, I am. But I was mad before you started existing.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I don't normally get obsessed with my sex toys tbh I know, seeing certain people merely as tools is a bit closer to other PDs than I'd like, but love and sex have never been equivalent in my brain. You CAN have both in one person, but you don't have to.

Lol my brain isn't like that, so I guess that's why I stay celibate. Until I find someone who truly loves me and won't leave.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I don't normally get obsessed with my sex toys tbh I know, seeing certain people merely as tools is a bit closer to other PDs than I'd like, but love and sex have never been equivalent in my brain. You CAN have both in one person, but you don't have to.

I mean...even the pink massager? lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I have almost 3.5 years of sobriety, and all I can think is all fuck that up soon.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I put a note on the fridge so I won't forget.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh, and just ignore that magnet. I've had that ish for years.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I suppose if I start drinking, I can say hello to my inner demon Tonkin once again. Then he'll type things using me as a conduit and weird everyone out again.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Nah @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️
Fuck Tonkin! Leave em for dead.
I need wit & sarcasm.