BPD Support Thread

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Nah @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️
Fuck Tonkin! Leave em for dead.
I need wit & sarcasm.

Trying to but I don't know anymore. That part wants to take me over.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Trying to but I don't know anymore. That part wants to take me over.

its harder to stop than it is to Not start again. but, as a profoundly lazy person, that’s how i roll. 🤣
you do you.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

its harder to stop than it is to Not start again. but, as a profoundly lazy person, that’s how i roll. 🤣
you do you.

I just think I will always fuck up so it's easier for me to do that sometimes. But I'm trying to refrain from doing that.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

As long as you have the ability to stop.…

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I don't mean to sound annoying or weird or anything, just a lot of emotions to process right now.

 

[Aurelia]

I don't even know what casual means. For me it's all or nothing.

Exactly. We're too passionate of people to just be casual. I definitely don't know how to be.

 

[Aurelia]

I have almost 3.5 years of sobriety, and all I can think is all fuck that up soon.

Realistically, recurring thoughts of using could lead to using, BUT you still always have that choice. Remember that. Until the booze is swallowed, even, you have a choice.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Realistically, recurring thoughts of using could lead to using, BUT you still always have that choice. Remember that. Until the booze is swallowed, even, you have a choice.

At this point, my body is too run down to do most things, let alone drink. So I'm safe for now.

 

[Aurelia]

So that guy I was talking about before brought me coffee this morning into work and he was supposed to be off today lol. He also brought one for our manager though most likely so that it didn't look suspect, but it still did :P

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So that guy I was talking about before brought me coffee this morning into work and he was supposed to be off today lol. He also brought one for our manager though most likely so that it didn't look suspect, but it still did :P

Ok, that's pretty smooth. Go dude. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I had to power wash the kitchen, and now my arms are sore. Okay, so I didn't actually use a power washer, but I put some arm muscle into it. Scrubbed some black stuff out of the kitchen sink that had been there for like a month. Maybe it was black mold, who knows. I should say I'll get on top of cleaning more, but I know I won't, because I'm depressed.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

And once I clean one thing, another thing ends up getting dirty. It doesn't end and it's no wonder I can't keep up. :P

 

[Aurelia]

Ok, that's pretty smooth. Go dude. lol

Lol yeah, I thought so. I'm really trying not to seem like I'm leading him on, though, because I really don't think it's a good idea. I don't want either of us to get in trouble or get transferred. But if he keeps doing shit like that, I'm not so sure I'll be able to help myself lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Lol yeah, I thought so. I'm really trying not to seem like I'm leading him on, though, because I really don't think it's a good idea. I don't want either of us to get in trouble or get transferred. But if he keeps doing shit like that, I'm not so sure I'll be able to help myself lol.

Just blow his mind in private. haha

 

[Aurelia]

Just blow his mind in private. haha

But then things get awkward at work if that happens. Already been through that whole ordeal with the other one lol. And hey, wait a minute, if I'm blowing his...mind...lol...I expect some kind of commitment. That's just who I am.

 

[Aurelia]

I'm his freaking supervisor, though, FFS. That's so wrong...and so dirty and hot...but mostly wrong. Lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

But then things get awkward at work if that happens. Already been through that whole ordeal with the other one lol. And hey, wait a minute, if I'm blowing his...mind...lol...I expect some kind of commitment. That's just who I am.

Well yeah, you can commit, but behind the scenes. If worse comes to worse, you can leave that job.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm his freaking supervisor, though, FFS. That's so wrong...and so dirty and hot...but mostly wrong. Lol.

Sounds like a scenario for a dirty movie.

 

[Aurelia]

Well yeah, you can commit, but behind the scenes. If worse comes to worse, you can leave that job.

I'm not trying to do that! Lol. I'm done job-hopping. It's time for some form of stability and trying to actually blend into society...even if I have to fake it for a while to get there :P

 

[Aurelia]

Sounds like a scenario for a dirty movie.

Feel free to use it for one of your sex scenes in your writing if you want lol.